Feb 16, 2021
thinking about s5 ian and how ian really was such a sweet kid like. im thinking about how he was kid with passion and dreams and ambition and a little crush on his best friends older brother. he wanted to love and to be loved and to make something of himself one day and it just got taken away one day and suddenly he thought he could never be loved and never do anything meaningful with himself like he had been planning to. he had such a warped perception of love and self image and he really thought his life was over because of his mental illness and it's just [gunshot]
