#hev.txt

[seungkwan-s]

so um can we talk about how hot ashveil is? bc jesus christ

[pepsiwatermelon]

TIME CRYSTALS INTERACTING

[seungkwan-s]

dk, joshua and dino doing thirst tweets has me on the floor, THESE ARE THE THIRST TWEETS WE DESERVED IN THE FIRST PART

[seungkwan-s]

it’s my birthdaaaaaaay 🩷 can’t believe I’m 32 H O W

[seungkwan-s]

i'm back, hello :) i took some time away because i was trying to deal with a crappy friendship i was in and now that i've left it, i'm kinda struggling but i'm okay <3

[seungkwan-s]

i've been in therapy for the last few months and honestly, it's made a huge HUUUUGE difference to my life. my moods are more positive, i'm having more good days, I'm opening up to those closest to me more and not letting everything hide away. i'm kinder to myself and more importantly, i now know that my SA was not my fault. i blamed myself for SO long, and i feel like my 21 year old self would look at me now and think: YOU DID THAT 💖 you got the fuck out and i'm so proud of you :)

[seungkwan-s]

if i stopped asking my friends to hang out, i'd never hear from them again haha

[seungkwan-s]

i've made the decision to stop making gifs for now, this is not a permanent thing, it's only temporary. i can't find the enjoyment anymore which sucks because i LOVE gifmaking but hopefully i can find the joy in it again and i can come back to it in future 🩷

thank you to anyone who supported me since i started, when my gifs looked like they had been dragged through a hedge and lobbed into a blender 🤣

as i said, this is only temporary until i can find the love and passion again! i'm not leaving tumblr, i will still be here, i just won't gif for now :)