When you lose someone....
When I was a Senior In High school, I met a boy in study hall. He was a Junior, smocked weed, wore a man bun and was so chill. The first time I've seen him he was sitting at his desk just chilling. I almost tripped and he started to giggle. I then looked at him and I thought he was so beautiful..so I sat across from him and we instantly became friends. Everytime I went to that class I looked forward to seeing him. He made sure that I was never upset and if I was, he'd give me a hug and tell me it's ok. (I had boyfriend issues at the time and that person is now my ex)
We'd never do our work in class and we had to be separated a couple times because of it😂
So when it all came to an end. I graduated, he was gonna be a senior soon. I knew I'd miss him. So we kept in touch through Snapchat.
And almost every day last Summer, we would hangout. We even dated for a bit. I met his beautiful Mother, We'd walk in the park, we'd laugh too hard it would hurt, we played video games together and we hugged each other so much!
But then we lost touch...months went by and we haven't spoken to each other. I would wonder how he's doing.
on May 4 2019 he had gone missing. Everyone was so worried, because it wasn't like him to just go missing like that. I had prayed that he was ok...but I knew....I just knew😞💔
A few days later, he was found dead by the lake that I live by. Him and I went there to just look at the beautiful water. He loved that place so much..and he died there..he was about to graduate High School but never did....
This May is gonna be one year without him. It’s still hard knowing he’s gone.. I mention this now because last night I dreamt of him and all the feelings I felt when I lost him have returned. I hope that he’s at peace and I hope he’s happy🥺❤️ I miss you Brandon Viola.