Jul 19
be me. try to wake-back-to-bed to lucid dream. go to sleep at 9:45. set timer for 6 hours. take forever to fall asleep. fall asleep and then wake up and fall asleep and then wake up and fall asleep and then wake up and then not fall asleep and it’s almost 4am now. girl okay
#hex.talks#hex.bs#not what they meant by wake back to bed. babygirl ur supposed to do that once <3#and not ten million times#this is perhaps the worst anyone has ever done it#my theory is that i was too excited to fall asleep properly. which is stupid and also really funny#bc like. i’ve had a decent number of lucid dreams in the past year. so theoretically inducing lucidity should be easier. but no#local idiot gets too excited to lucid dream and accidentally fucks it all up#well. let’s try again tomorrow and eat a lot for dinner and maybe get some exercise to tire me out#i can’t believe what i just wrote. is this actually motivating me to get off my ass. um. we’ll have to see!!#i’ll decide whether this goes in my bs tag or my talk tag in the morning. i must try to get back to sleep!!!!!