I honestly don't want to be here And I don't get what's so wrong with me that everyone I end up loving never ends up with even close to what I feel. How awful am I? And what is it about me that they all end up hating so much?? I've tried changing and it still ends up like this I have no reason to be alive I'm so mediocre and bland and everyone just gets bored of me Can I just will myself to die can that be a thing











