#hibiscusblogging

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MORE LYRICS!!! im mitskimaxxing and wanted to post more lyrics

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i also realized i always look down to my clothing whenever i look in a mirror. idk what that means for me but doesnt sound positive

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it genuinely makes me suicidal being transgender, thetes stuff i want to do SO bad. I wanna be an actress i wanna be a mother, with a child of my own. I dont wanna be STUCK in a body that feels so wrong. I know i can adopt and still act. But i dont wanna be stuck in specific roeps, i wanna do musicals i want to play the lead. I want so bad to have a physical connection with some i want someone i can visibly see myself. But I can't. I'm stuck doing stuff I don't want to just because its convenient and wont make me stand out as crazy. catch me on the news tonight!

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siigh school 😞

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Psstt. No idea if you're looking for advice , you dont need to post this or whatever . Just felt like being nice ! but remember,, you'll never get anywhere pleasing anyone your entire life ♡

Anyone that genuinely cares for you, anyone that genuinely sees you for you wont care about who are what you are , as long as you're yourself.

I completely get you though, its normal to want to feel loved in a way that just makes you feel warmth, and im sure that love will come to you eventually.

you're super amazing ( *´・ω)/(；д； )

— 🎹 (guess who ^_^ )

heh,,, thank you totlly anonymous thats making me smile... i dont uhm really know how to respond but THANK YOU!!! also first asks weow..

[librashibiscus]

copying another blog cuz idk what to post...

I highkey want to be loved in any way someone wants to.... I just want to feel connection and be touched by someone lovingly, being told im someones and that they're mine.

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sometimes i just feel scared that all the work that im putting into being myself is fake just to feel special or something,, and that how ive lived the past years were all for nothing