#hidden letters

[hektor-world]

I'm full of letters that I haven't sent to you .. only hugs can translate my feelings

[kismetkastle]

I was barely conscious; I’m not quite sure what awoke me, but before I had a moment to truly register my thoughts, I had pushed open the door and stepped outside. The mist was cold, icy against the heat of my body. My hands found the balcony railing and I filled my lungs with the cool, wet air. I felt at ease. The darkness was encompassing, yet welcoming, comforting, serene.

A strange feeling of nostalgia gently caressed my heart. Time didn’t exist here; the distant lights were blurred like a dream, and it felt like home.

[daddysantavibes]

Am I allowed to post reddit links here? 😂

Even if not, I think I should get a pass because this post is genuinely heartwarming!

Edit: the link didn't post for some reason... let's try again

[kismetkastle]

（；＿；）wahhhh

ᴱᵛⁱᵈᵉⁿᶜᵉ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˢⁱᵐᵖˡʸ ˢʰᵒʷˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᴵ ᵃᵐ ⁱᶠ ᶜᵃˡᵃᵐⁱᵗʸ ʷᵃˢ ᵃ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ. ᴵ ᵇʳᵉᵃᵏ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᴵ ʰᵒˡᵈ. ᴵ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ᵐᵉᵃⁿ ᵗᵒ, ᴵ’ᵐ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᶜˡᵘᵐˢʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴵ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵃᶜᵗ ⁿᵒʳᵐᵃˡ. ᴵ’ᵐ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᶠⁱᵍʰᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵐʸ ᵒʷⁿ ᶠᵃᵗᵉ.

ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᴵ’ᵐ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵒᵛᵉʳˡʸ ˢᵉⁿˢⁱᵗⁱᵛᵉ ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵖᵉʳʰᵃᵖˢ ᵗʰⁱˢ ⁱˢ ʲᵘˢᵗ ʳⁱᵈⁱᶜᵘˡᵒᵘˢ. ᴵ’ˡˡ ᵇᵃⁿᵈᵃᵍᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒᵘⁿᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵐᵒᵛᵉ ᵒⁿ ˢᵒᵒⁿ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ. ᴱᵛᵉⁿ ⁱᶠ ⁱᵗ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗˢ ᵗᵒ ᶠᵉˢᵗᵉʳ ᵃⁿᵈ ʳᵒᵗ. ᴵᵗ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵐᵃᵗᵗᵉʳˢ ᵘⁿᵗⁱˡ ᴵ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗ ⁿᵉᶜʳᵒᵗⁱᶻⁱⁿᵍ ᵒʳ ᵒᵒᶻⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒᵒ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ᵖᵘˢ ᵗᵒ ⁱᵍⁿᵒʳᵉ. ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᵉˡˢᵉ ᵃᵐ ᴵ ᵐᵉᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵈᵒ ﹖

ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ. ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵒˡᵈ. ᴴᵒʷ ᵈᵒ ᴵ ˢᵗᵒᵖ ᵇʳᵉᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ… ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵗʰⁱˢ ⁱˢ ᵖʳᵒᵇᵃᵇˡʸ ⁱⁿᶜʳᵉᵈⁱᵇˡʸ ˢᵉˡᶠⁱˢʰ, ᵇᵘᵗ ᴵ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵇᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ ᵃⁿʸʷᵃʸ. ᴵ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ ʰᵉᵃˡ. ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵇᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ ᵉˢᵖᵉᶜⁱᵃˡˡʸ .ᐟ .ᐟ

[kismetkastle]

I feel like a teenager again. Barefoot and hyperventilating, I ran away. Just like I used to. I found respite at a church to hide away from within unsafe walls. If I can’t get physical comfort then I at least know I’m being watched over by higher powers. Oh Lord, please cradle me this night. Merry Christmas

[kismetkastle]

They drank the purity from me. Venom punctured my vulnerable and tender flesh while I was completely defenseless, exposed.

And yet my heart, rotting and necrotising with the poison leeching into my pulsing veins, still lives on and yearns for love and compassion.

Your disease is ephemeral and my willingness to survive is eternal. You will never hurt me again.

[kismetkastle]

I want to help you put the pieces of your heart back together. I’ll tenderly love each piece as I gently set them back in place. I know I won’t do a perfect job at fixing it, and it will likely crack again, but I’ll be there to tend to every fracture and show you how to heal yourself too. I want to kiss every scar on your flesh over and over again until all you associate them with is being loved 💙

[kismetkastle]

I tried to look for you but I couldn’t find you and it hurt. It hurt so bad. I could smell your scent everywhere but you just weren’t there no matter how hard I looked. So close yet so far and always just out of reach. Never quite ready to let me see you.

Even still, I miss you deeply so please come and find me 💙