#spilled words

[darkmeetslight]

How far have I fallen

For the same infernal desires to come again?

Whispering temptations,

Promising ease,

An appease for this fragile heart

Made of filth and ash.

[Recoveries that never seem to last.]

[devinetheory-2]

Once I woke up...

.....

[factsoulsblog]

[ademidose]

Addiction

I was told that stripper use cocaine in order to build the courage needed to fall such depths

And that real woman hold themselves like the last match on a frozen tundra, they guard their dignity

I didn’t want to see what I’d become— all late nights and cigarette smokes, All early morning is in dirty sheets.

—to fall for something so superficial is the scale someone’s whole body and search of your own

So when I walked into your room, I left myself at the door

Couldn’t bear witness.

[1nn32dem0n5]

a man (part 2)

a man goes to buy cigarettes he finished the pack of camel silvers he asks for tobacco that you roll yourself but the cashier is confused his english is poor and he stares a blank stare he reminds the man of a dull cow lowering its head to graze he takes the pack instead and walks out with disgust at himself for buying again and not resisting harder. a man has tried to quit more than a hundred times. he only succeeded once this was a painful reminder of that statistic

[1nn32dem0n5]

without direction we hit targets we didn't know existed and win prizes we didn't ask for and maybe didn't want like herpes, or babies.

[handmadetheory]

“ i never wish to be easily defined” -franz kafka

(picture by me)