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Ovulating while demisexual is so weird. I was minding my business, listening to music, waiting at a deli for a sandwich today when i looked over and
There was this person named Rory, very tattooed, and i ... just ... like wanted them. Full feral no brain YOU come here. Electric.
They were with a co-worker so i did nothing other than admire from a distance and go about my business.
Had i been at a club i would have hauled it in a bit and said something like "i like your vibe. Can i give you my number?" Like 100% that but my body was so LOUD that i think there was a 25% chance i would've just made out with them if they were amenable.
Ovulating. Obviously.
My brain was hijacked!! 😤
And it feels pleasant at the time but very disquieting when my usual copacetic hormone situation returns.
Hilariously out of character, not only because I'm demisexual and even if i do find someone attractive there's a long pause before i feel comfortable escalating to anything sexual but also because Rory was fairly masculine and of the few times I've made out with people at clubs in my life, 95% of them were... not masculine. Maybe like five times in my life, which is not much since I'm older than time. And like two were definitely at the Russian trance night downtown when that was still a thing 😇
But gosh. Rory. Congratulations on your hotness, you are trouble i both want and should avoid lol 😻😲
