#hisdespair

[noquirk-a]

      SLYNESS COMES IN THE FORM OF A BOY. and this boy’s got the vixen’s grin and shattered glass teetering in every crook and cranny of his tone like hyperdontia.    ❛    ----i don’t think you should be doing that, sir.    ❜   /   . * @hisdespair !

[hackeyed-blog]

“I can’t do this anymore, this hurts too much, I’m going to scream.”

injury. || selectively accepting!

        ❛ w-wait, please – please don’t scream, i – we need to stay as quiet as possible. ❜  

he knows pain all too well.  he remembers how it burrowed into his bones and settled for days at a time, how even the touch of fabric could elicit a pain so blinding it would bring him to his knees.  pain is the hardest sensation to recall, but he remembers.  he felt it so often that he can feel it even now, years later.  

but he also knows that drawing attention to it will make it worse.  they will make sure it gets worse.  hide it, mask it, and it might fade; screaming may relieve the tension but it’ll make it worse in the long run.

junji can’t risk him drawing attention to their hiding spot.  he knows how these people work, knows what they’ll do.  

he won’t go through that again.  he’ll do anything to avoid it.

        ❛ please… please, bite it back. if there’s something i can do to ease it i will, but – don’t scream. we can’t let them find us. ❜