Tomorrow is my last day of school.
My last day of school.
I don't know whether to throw confetti or go cry in a ball okay yeah
I hate 80% of the people there, but even though you don't like people you get used to them, you miss them in a strange way.... I don't like knowing that I'm not going to be there after this year, or be with anyone I know next year because I'm moving...
I hate leaving people.
After tomorrow, and a couple years go by I won't even remember them, and they won't remember me. And that actually really fucking scares me. People who mean so much to me now won't even be anything except memories.
I have to move again, I have to go through that lonely stage in school where literally NO ONE talks to me again, I have to make new friends, and my old ones will lose touch. I used to have a best friend...I don't know If I do anymore...since I moved we've hardly ever talked...and we feel like strangers...I know that's going to happen again...
I hate how quickly everything went. It doesn't feel right.
I don't even want to go to school tomorrow, it doesn't feel like I could end this on a high note.