For the first time in as long as he could remember, James wished that he’d been at court. If he’d had any idea just how ill is father had been then he would have been there sooner, but instead the news came via a messenger waiting for him as he arrived back on English soil. It was as if everything had stopped, and every emotion sucked out of him, leaving him only to feel numb. Someone had forced him to eat and sleep that day, but he couldn’t remember who or any other details, it was all a blur. None of it felt real, and as soon as dawn broke, he began the ride back to court, knowing that was where he was needed. The ride was long, and whilst he tried to come to terms with the news, it just wouldn’t sink in. By the time they did finally arrive it was dark out, and there were very few people still awake. It was a welcome change, normally there was always some fanfare or another when he did return home. Even on the occasions he tried to remain quiet, though that was tricky given his stature. But whatever his thoughts had been this time, he was halted in his footsteps by a painting of his father. All it did was make all of this feel even less real at the image of the man gazing down. Hearing someone enter the room he didn’t turn, realising that might be seen as rude but unsure what else to do in that moment, “my apologies. I hope we did not disturb you at this late hour”.












