#hmb posts

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was bored at work and found some artist pencils to try out, so here have Sirius with very long hair and Remus trying to hide his interest in him behind a lollipop 🍭✨

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Sirius shaking, hiding his face in his hand, sinking onto the bed, not saying anything… he’s been all alone for so many years, every single person who ever knew him or of him convinced he’s a murderous monster… Harry, too. Harry, so much like James, his only reason to stay alive, his purpose, his loved godson he’s ready to do anything to protect. But in the silence while Harry hesitated with his wand pointed at him, he still couldn’t get out the truth.

And then Remus storms in, and he instantly believes him. Finally someone else knows. He’s not alone anymore. He doesn’t have to explain on his own. Remus just takes over despite not really understanding it all himself, and Sirius lets him😭

Also, Crookshanks purring and trying to make him feel better 😭😭 my heart 🥺😭

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Anxious werecheetah Moony and service dog Padfoot for @nocturnal-phantoms-fandoms as my first prompt fill for it's good enough 🥰 What better way to start than to draw animals, which I'm very not comfortable with? But it was also so cute I had to do several. Remus's miserable wet cat vibe came so natural in cheetah form🥺<3

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remedy for sleep

Sirius Black/Remus Lupin | 2,696 words

Padfoot makes joy and happiness grow, and horrible memories fade. He doesn’t feel stress the same way or for the same things. He loves easily, without the crippling doubt and second-guessing of a human taught he isn’t good enough. The yearning is simpler; he knows the wolf’s both forms are special to him, in a different way than the stag and the rat are, and is happy just to be close to him. And sure, sometimes the fear is too strong, but when told he matters, when hugged and petted and held in the warmth of a loving embrace, he believes it. There are no hugs or pets today. No words of comfort, or soft smiles. Only pale, bloodstained skin and the barely noticeable rise and fall of the chest beneath his head. Remus is badly hurt after the full moon. A worried Sirius refuses to leave his side.

Another short hurt/comfort fic for @polaroidcats' cuddle the dog agenda 💕

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so so weak for Sirius breaking down when alone with his thoughts at night, hating so much how dependant and weak he feels for needing comfort, yet desperately clinging to his friend, and crying when he's held in return 🥺😭💗

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It's "good enough" exercise✨

Alright friends, I need your help! Despite being here to have fun and be silly, I, as many others, suffer from the frustrating "not good enough" disease. I can and love to draw, but it's far too often a struggle, everything takes ages, perfectionism stops me from finishing things, and whenever I'm ready to finally post something, I find a hundred tiny mistakes I need to fix first. Even though most others won't notice nor care.

I have set the bar too high for myself, limiting myself because I worry people only want and expect "serious" and "good" art posts from me (with a few glorious exceptions, of course), and I want to change this! I want to share quick sketches and art shitposts!

So: I want prompts. Silly or serious, cute or angsty. I'm mainly here for Sirius/wolfstar/mwpp, but...well. As of right now there’s not really any restrictions (which @polaroidcats has already taken advantage of). Just don't expect anything close to the level currently in my art tag. Or anything at all. Better be pleasantly, or amusingly, surprised...😂

The only rules:

Send to my ask box

I choose how many and which of the prompts I fill

Time for each prompt is still undecided, but considering I have wips from over a year ago, just a few days from sketch to posting is a challenge for me hahaha...

An example and first prompt here -- which fittingly includes a few varying levels of sketchy.

Depending on how many sends prompts (and how many prompts one person sends...) I might pause this, but right now.....

Prompts: PAUSED (I currently have 70 prompts waiting so pausing for a while<3) (edited 14/4)

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Hello friends! The coming months I won't have wifi at home, and I’ve blocked the tumblr app from using mobile data. While I could get a new wifi or more data (though let’s be honest, tumblr drains it so much I’d still keep it blocked to prevent my own doomscrolling) I also want to take this opportunity to force myself to use my phone less + prioritise what to do when I use the library wifi…we’ll see how that goes lol. Anyway this is why I’m not very active right now. I have to first of all focus on irl work I need to get done, but hopefully also things to share on here 🥰

Pinning this post so adding some tags for quick access (maybe I’ll update this later and finally make a proper intro post…!)

Anyway have a nice day!!!! And feel free to message or dm me, though it will take time for me to answer on here. Discord is still allowed on my phone though so I’m not completely offline!

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I have had such a lovely week visiting @polaroidcats, and the whole thing has meant so much to me for many reasons 🥹 so so grateful to have met you on here, Cat!!! and that I could come visit for real 🥹🥰

ahhhhh I love fandom and these various levels of friendships, from mutuals who don’t interact much but still enjoy seeing each other on the dash, to fandom chatting in dms, but also how these can expand to sharing more personal and everyday stories, and even travel to new places to hang out in real life 🥹 it’s something I’ve dreamt of doing for over a decade and it’s so amazing that I finally got to do this now. this being the very first time in my life that I’ve travelled abroad without my parents too also makes it so so special 💕 happy I got to do this with such a dear friend as you, Cat!! already looking forward to visiting again 🥰