Jan 2, 2021
I stopped baking cuz I gained weight. =\ .. I noticed the heavy breathing with little effort.. man~
I miss baking tho. so calming, takes my mind off negative thoughts & I love seeing the result. it gives me a sense of achievement with an exciting anticipation of looking forward to see how it will be. like my time wasn't wasted. I made sth that is not perfect at all & crooked & might not be very pretty. but it is sth so like me. I am not perfect, crooked & not very pretty. But I like me. Like how I look & who I am. It is uniquely me.
now, i need to find another hobby that is calming, quick, & has a tangible result that I can see with my eyes & touch with my hands but hopefully not eat. I need that. T_T