Ive been so busy so I apologize for not updating!!
Oh and Ive been listening to Hana Kotoba live like. everyday. Its their (one of their)most beautiful live performances ever. Like the emotions I just cant ;^^;
16/01
Had two exams today, Chemistry & Dutch, I hope it went well but after what happend the last time, Im so scared :(( Tomorrow I will have a math test fuuu .________.
17/01
I think Mathematics went well??? But sigh, I hate it so much to be at school at 07:40 am… uggh but i have no choice :( i havenan i jury in my hand and i have to get extra time but that means = earlier at school BUUUTTT LOL NO NO EXTRA TIMR AT ALL… only like 20 minutes extra of the break but then my taxi arrives at school D”:
And I studied for Biology and physics /sigh
18/01
So i studied till 11 PM? And I watched ""All you need is love'' yes that was the most fun programme atm.. lol but I wonder. HOW DO PEOPLE LOOK NICE/THEIR HOUSE WHEN THEY DONT EXPECT SOMEONE? LIKE I WILL LOOK LIKE. not nice. you know what i mean lol. But then I watched ''De grote improvisatie show'' that was fun tho ;'D
19/01
TALKING ABOUT NOT EXPECITNG PEOPLE. WELL THE POLICE GUY CAME TO OUR HOUSE FOR THE ACCIDENT BECAUSE THEY DIDNT ASK ME THINGS BECAUSE I WAS IN HOSPITAL AND MY HAIR WAS GREASY, THE LIVINGROOM WAS A MESS (WE WERE CLEANING) AND I WAS WEARING MY HELLO KITTY PAJAMA'S. yeah right.. but well he questioned me for over an hour? but thats fine tho..
my mom kind of panicked because it was a mess (and my sister's fiance and his family were coming over) and yeah we made tons of food and I studied a lot and ate a lot so i was rly full ;; they stayed for like?? till 12 AM ;; andI had to shower and wore the cutest pajama's ever TOM AND JERRY *3*!! but I was kind of tired because I slept at 1 PM and had to wake up at 06:30 ... :(
OH MY SISTER'S WEDDING DRESS OH MY GOD ITS SO BEAUTIFUL OMGSUAHJKFARFEA
20/1
Biology went well?? I think :D and yeah studied for physics and english sigh
21/1
WELL physics was hard :( but I went to Body Combat and the bus was driving away while we waved to stop him >< So we had to walk 20 minutes to another bus station (ON THE FREAKING SAME ROAD AS THE ACCIDENT) and I said to my sis (who was in accident as well) to go by the walking road but lol no we went with another road and we had to run on the freaking same road as the accident to get to the bus station omfg we had no choice and it was so scary and we were so crazy doing that?? AND LOL i said to my sis she had to listen to me .___.
Body combat, woaaaaaaaaaaah Im so in love with the new release *_* but there's a dude who keeps screaming and its so scary :C
22/1
ehm english listening exam?? uhm it was hard and yeah weird? way harder than the previous years so I really dont know :( Studied English vocubulary (LAST EXAM YES!) for tomorrow ><
23/1
Uhmm today, yeah english went well I think :D I hope~ Went to the mall with my mom and she went to the hairdresser :D I also bought clothes *3*! <3
Though Im really anxious and sad about my exams, Idk, I dont have any confidence in myself anymore, no matter how much I try, I always fail and I dont blame my disease/sickness at all but its just annoying like I really do my best and it breaks my heart and I get depressed as well :( I really hope I passed all of the exams (well if I fail one thats okay because I can redo it but i dont wanna fail) im so scared and I dont know what to do :((
the weather has been so terrible! it was so cold and it kept raining T_T
Going to watch tv now ;; ♥
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Also i got some infection and I got antibiotics :( my neck has been hurting like *^!#&*(#!( )(!@%#^ as well :(((
Buuuut my sister's fiance his sister is getting married Saturday and tomorrow its some kind of 'Hennah day' and im so excited ;^;♥
going to watch tv now~
Ja ne <3
ALSO I GOT 700 FOLLOWERS TODAAAAAAAAY <3 THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY ;;thank yoou <33