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Single during the holidays

Am I the only one single, depressed and noticing that this holiday doesn't really feel like a holiday? Christmas is one of my favorite holidays and I'm always looking forward to the music, decorations, being with friends, family, and the vibe itself. This year feel different.. I'm single, my families are in a different country, my number of friends are cutting down and feeling alone and kinda depressed. The good things are: started a new job, not stressed, still alive and healthy. My point is.. even though I am feeling low and kinda depressed, everything in my life isn't that bad. Just felt like writing this and if there's someone out there that is feeling the same thing I'm feeling, just know that you ain't alone and maybe it's better this way than to be in a bad relationship or be surrounded by people who don't care about your well being. You are loved and there are better days coming your way.

[jones7659]

I’ve been trying so hard to distract myself the past few weeks. I don’t do so well with the holidays anymore. And for the most part, I guess it’s gone ok. A few “bad days”, but generally alright. Even more so than the rest of the year, money is always a huge stress at the holidays, not only added cost (we really don’t spend much on gifts, because we can’t. But we do have driving expenses. Even more this Christmas because my mother-in-law’s memorial service was in Columbus the 22nd...yes, 3 months after she passed away...and on a weeknight, an hour away, when my husband had to work the next day. Very thoughtful of his aunts, no? But that’s another story) but also, my husband is off between Christmas and New Year’s and doesn’t get paid for all of it. Which just really sucks. But I also have other things that depress me about the holidays. Neither my mom’s side nor my dad’s side get together anymore. Which is fine for most of the others, because my aunts and uncles have multiple kids, who have multiple kids, and have their own big family Christmases. Then there’s me. And just me (as far as the extending goes). I’m so glad to have my little family, don’t get me wrong. But I desperately miss the holidays I grew up with. Which makes dealing with all the grown up bull that comes with them even more difficult.

Yesterday, I thought I was about to get a ray of sunshine in my gloom. But I was wrong. We went to Jackson Hewitt to get the little tax refund advance, which we ALWAYS get approved for. Nothing has changed for us. Our refund estimate was actually a little more than usual. But still, we didn’t get approved for the loan. And it’s guaranteed to be paid back! It comes out of the tax refund. I just don’t get it. And just cried off and on all evening last night because we were really counting on that little loan.

Anyway. I’m done whining now. Thanks for “listen”, or not if you didn’t.

As always, we wouldn’t say no to anyone who wanted to kick a little something our way. Poor, desperate people can’t have much pride I’ve learned.

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JAZZ HOUSE MIX SESSION #6

Sunday Jazz Continues check these menus as we serve this Sunday meal correlating to the Eastern Standard Time frame. Thanksgiving Day holiday weekend is coming to a close for some it’s a big mind game! Some don’t function well during these holiday seasons due to previous episodes  / treasons. Your dude Brotha O dropped the science on it earlier when he mentioned Seasons / Reasons. But let me…

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Oh!! So Its Like That Huh? (Part Ten)

Oh!! So Its Like That Huh? (Part Ten)

Oh! so it’s like that huh? on this Thankful Thursday it’s a blessing to be here but check the state of emergency as storms roamed the sky, like Larry Munson told the Georgia Bulldogs they told us to hunker down. The question; per HAARP renderings is it man made? Oh! O-Dog? a veteran in the game who played in previous Throwback Thursday episodes  can see how the game is played, even out in space…

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A Unique Holiday Gift – Cute Critter Viewing

Many of us are depressed, lonely, getting crankier by the day, and wondering if we shouldn’t just nix the Holidays

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Wishing you a fabulous, safe, and drama-free holiday. Don't be afraid to take some time away from activities or conversations that aren't good for your overall well being and mental state. Make 2019 the first holiday season that you participate on your terms. A few suggestions: 1. Politely refocusing a conversation 2. Walking out of a room that makes you feel uncomfortable. 3. Setting boundaries and sticking to them. What would you like to add to this list? #somethingsabouther #holidaydepression #mentalstate #itsokaynottobeokay #setboundaries #stahfamily #azblogger #phxblogger #happyholidays2019 #bebravebeyou #alchemytribe #unapologeticliving #unapologeticconversation #karmicdebt #familyweekend #unapologeticblogger #livingwithherpes #thrivingwithherpes #herpesawareness #onmyterms #onyourterms (at Avondale, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6eTGCNnN9d/?igshid=1f6pqa9z2m9ln

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Breaking News From A BreakBeat Scientist (Part Nine)

Breaking News From A BreakBeat Scientist (Part Nine)

It’s going down on this Terrible / Terrific Tuesday, so named because things can play out either way..

Looked at these drop down menus, the terrific outcome is claimed, doing the damn things!! dropping this good word and of course the good music will play..

Looked at the TelePrompter, once again it’s on!!  check out  this breaking news from a breakbeat scientist..

Crooks up in this thing?  …

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