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[redantagonist1]

* HOLLAND / JILL ! ( @holnds )

           THEIR    RELATIONSHIP    HAD    DRASTICALLY     SHIFTED     IN    THE    PAST    WEEKS    SINCE    JILLIAN    HAD    BEEN    BACK     ,    but   a    compliment    from   the   other   girl   still    SHOCKED    her    .     didn’t    usually    get    approval    from   other’s   on   her    choice    of    glasses     ,     but   something   about   it   THRILLED    HER   none     -     the    -     less     .     ‘     you   really    LIKE    them     ?     ’

SURE,  THEIR  RELATIONSHIP  had  evolved  since  that  last  match.  and  she  was  trying  not  to  be  that  much  of  a  bitch  around  her.  and  god,  it  helped  that  jill  was  so  fucking  beautiful.  “yeah,  you  look...”  she  catches  herself,  the  stupid  smile  on  her  face,  she’s  about  to  punch  herself.  “mhm,  you  look fine,  not  as  bad  as  always.”

[redantagonist1]

holnds replied to your post: ❤❤❤

I’m CRYING thank you so much precious angel???

i’m just being honest, babe!

[killthebxy-archive]

Pain is weakness leaving the body

send the words for randomly generated Angst™ (accepting) // @holnds

22. Jon… with a black eye

          such sort of incidents are INEVITABLE in his line of work. a teacher will likely ended up needing glasses from reading too much, a singer risks throat infections and damage far more than the average, a farmer has hands calloused from hard physical work — and a member of personal security is prone to a punch to the face, every now && then. given that he landed far more than he was hit with, however, Jon still counts himself COMPETENT enough. on the other hand, the fact it happened in public and at daylight, both things rare, added some extra drama to the whole situation — engaging the audience far more than it should have, but that much was out of his control. even so, as the police officers recently arrived work on ARRESTING the suspect && dispersing the crowd, this one kind looking girl insists on making sure he’s alright — and, before he can even properly refuse the offer, he finds himself sitting down besides her as she holds a pack of ice against the BRUISING side of his face. to which he can only reply with a bit of shy laughter, glancing down at their feet for the time being.

‘ you really don’t have to… thank you. ‘

[keepscold-blog]

--- oh. HE SEES HER, little heart aches with guilt. IT WASN’T HIS FAULT, but that weight is still there. ( SURVIVOR’S GUILT WANTS TO CRUSH HIM ). didn’t even know she was in there with him. poor barb. he’s sad; a GHOST of the boy he once was. now there’s a MONSTER IN HIS HEAD. gaze remains adverted. cold hands meet, fingers fidget with each other. this isn’t a CONFRONTATION, just a happened run - in. he’s just a little nervous. ❝ you’re---- JILLIAN, huh ? you... you probably get this A LOT... but.... i’m-- i’m really sorry. about. about BARBARA... ❞

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