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“I’m jealous of you.”

Written For you || Accepting.

“ Don’t be. “ 

It was late – and on any other night the reporter would be covered in a facemask watching some rom com while editing a soft copy of whatever was goinginto the paper the following day. but now, she was sitting at that annoying greenbench with the cracked paint, staring at that ugly lighthouse for the thousandth time. 

      “ Aside from my amazing writing skills, don’t be. I can’t keep friends interested    in me long enough, and I can’t even find the one friend who called me out on my    bullshit all the while and still stayed my friend. I’m a very jealous girl myself, who    tries too hard. “ 

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70 horrible questions ( ❤  ) ACCEPTING.

01:DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENTS?

“ Does any regular teenager have a good relationship with their parents? My parent’s aren’t awful to me, if that’s what you mean. “ They just don’t really have time to spend with Juliet as much as they used to..and neither did Juliet, since there was so much going on at school. But, they always managed to text her, video chat with her, and of course, refill her ‘school’ card. “ They love me, alright? and I guess I love them too. “ 

                    02: WHO DID YOU LAST SAY ‘ I LOVE YOU ‘ TO? 

“ This is a tricky one.. oh! that bowl of insta noodles last night when I was finishing up an essay paper, “ There’s a sarcastic ring to her voice. It was Zachary, but in her defense this was also a very long time ago. A week ago, literally. They’re broken up now, and he’s scum. 

                       03:DO YOU REGRET ANYTHING? 

 “ A lot, actually. I’ll spare you the details since you’ve already probably heard it but my ex boyfriend is a piece of shit liar who thinks sexting someone is a funny joke. I wish I never fell for the loser, because do you know how embarrassing that was? To have the entire school to just, it’s embarrassing okay? Sure, you could say I got karma since he was with Victoria when we sort of.. hung out, but he came willingly, so. There’s that. Also, I feel like an asshole for locking Dana in her room. I know she’d never do that shit to me, but..I guess I have some trust issues, haha. “ 

04:ARE YOU INSECURE?

“ I mean.. sometimes. But who isn’t ? I’m not always 100 percent confident in myself, I know people don’t like me, but I have to get the story that’s just it. So.. yeah. Sure..? “ There’s an awkward silence only because Juliet knows there’s more lies than truth in what she had just said. Juliet used to be a really insecure girl who’s built herself up from that, but being in the Vortex Club, it’s VERY short lived. 

                            15:HAVE ANY PETS?

“ I have one dog that I see when I go home sometimes, but other than that? no. Kate has a rabbit and it’s disgusting, oh my god. Rabbits are literally in the same family as Rats, they’re giant rodents. Don’t even get me started on Gerbils.