#hooamihere

[hooamihere]

THE UGLY CRY A song. A commercial. A movie. A look. The melody of a song. Words in a book. When you tell me lies. When I speak the truth. Do I feel too much. Am I out of touch. With reality. Or is it because I see. Things other don’t. Not because they can’t. They just won’t. They live in darkness. I crave the light. Even when the view hurts my eyes. Don’t turn away. If you refuse to see what I see. You’ll never be free. Of the things you hate, yet never change. You have to look past the pain. Accept the horror to erase the stains. Open your eyes. Say goodbye. Allow yourself to Ugly Cry.

[hooamihere]

Drones, Fish, and Death

My sister calls, she's out of breath. She rambles, rambles rambles about drones and fish and death. 

She sputters and mutters through laughter and tears.  She tells me every thought she's ever had, every single one of her fears. 

Conspiracies and signals, secret agents and plots. Someone is watching, following, whispering evil thoughts.

They send signals through songs, they watch through apps.  She's scared to leave the house, cause of all this crap.

My poor little sister. She used to be sweet and funny and kind. How do I tell her she's losing her mind.

It's not real sis, just an image in your head.  Nobody is after you, nobody is dead. Now tell me where you are, I'll come help if your close.

Am I sure? How do I know? I am after her, too? This isn't a joke. It has nothing to do with the pipe I just smoked.

Wait. Hold up. Is that what this is?  I'm wasting my time on this fucked up shit?

You're not crazy or sick or fucked up in the head.  Forget my help and I'll forget everything you just said.

Just don't call me back until you stop smoking meth.

[hooamihere]

"...and shit."

Adding "and shit" to the end of a sentence will make anything you write sound gangster.  Some examples:

I was blowing bubbles and shit.

I went to church to pray and shit.

I pay taxes and shit.

My mom loves to bake cookies and shit. (hmmm, this one sounds more like she has a bowel problem)

You get my point and shit.

Now go write some shit.

[hooamihere]

Tequila and weed Blunts, shots, bitches and the sea To set my soul free

dedicated to my girl DeeJay Andre

[hooamihere]

Swallow it, snort it, make it stop. Bite my tongue, freezing hot. One more line, one more drop. Eyes blur, heart stops.

[hooamihere]

Awaken by the morning sun. Eyes open, days begun. Pop a pill, take a shot. Another day, time forgot.

Hooamihere, 2014

[hooamihere]

Ode to Query Hell

Write, erase, hesitate, send. One book written, another begins.

Query hell will never end.

Candles lit, fingers crossed. Endless sleep will be lost. One, then two, three days gone. Take your sweet time to respond. Will it be tears of joy or pain. Weeks of sorrow, years of fame.

Am I good or do I suck.  Is it talent or just luck. 

Feels as if I've run a mile.  Am I signed or in the slush pile?

[hooamihere]

Pills, Drinks, Smoke a blunt. Addicted or harmless fun? Won’t know til I’m done.