Jun 16, 2025
oh how I hate this weather
#apparently it's gonna get to like 30° when i'm at work and i'm dreading that#it's like a combination of my two least favourite things rn. my job and the threat of summer#i think we have an audit before my next shift so idk what they're like but i'm praying everything goes wrong and the place gets shut down#or something#but even without that awful job i still cannot survive in this weather like i need to hibernate#or move somewhere more north temporarily#i wasn't made for these temperatures and tbh i don't think anyone was#i refuse to believe there's people who actually enjoy this weather like there is something wrong with them#imagine being blinded by any light surface reflecting the sun's obnoxious beams for like 17 hours straight#not a single cloud to give you a temporary break from it. and opening the door to be slapped violently with an ungodly temperature#that makes it impossible to even move normally. and you can already feel the radiation on your skin. and it's like this for 70% of the day#for the next like 3 months#imagine experiencing that. and thinking ''what a lovely day. i'm gonna go out and do things''#horrifying behaviour#I'll still never forget that time when i was at uni and it was like 2am and i was about to go to sleep#but i was thinking 'I'm not too tired and the sun rises in like 2 hours#what if i go drive around and watch it rise?' which is a vibey idea in practice. and it was a very nice sunrise and the roads were quiet#so it was a vibe but then it meant having to now go to sleep with the sun fully up#so i closed my curtains and got into bed and then. fucking 2 Hours Later got woken up by the sun shining Through My Curtains#coming through the fabric. directly onto me. and i was genuinely pissed off at it for doing that#like get out of my room. i hate you. i literally stayed up to watch you rise and this is how you repay me??#and i couldn't even do anything except i guess wait for it to rise more so it wasn't placed directly above my window#at the perfect angle. like this was a personal attack. dickhead#me and the sun have a complicated history but most of it isn't good. ughhhh i hate summerrrrrr#the only good thing to come out of summer is the fact that venk golden ratio was born in the first day of it. which is honestly ethereal#and she was such a summer coded dog. she basically was the sun. gr mom herself called her a sunshine in a dog form#and by default every other dog born in the summer is very good. but other than that what good thing has summer ever done#it gave us the summer holidays at school. but now I'm working all summer so like. no more summer holidays. goddddd#thinking about animals that dig a hole and hide in there for the entire summer. god i wish that were me#ramble