De Profundis
She stood in the doorway, watching Emerys tend over Ricard as he lay unmoving in their bed. His skin was an unhealthy pale, glimmering slightly in the fire light from the fireplace and candles among the room. It had only been about an hour that had passed when Cordelia released a heavy breath and turned to exit the room. Tilly was approaching just as she spun around, nearly slamming into the small woman. Her hands reached out, instinctively to grab onto Tilly’s arms to attempt to steady both of them.
“My lady, I apologize…but you should be resting…” With her urging, she offered Cordelia a steamy cup of tea as any sort of attempt to help the Lady feel better was all she could manage to do. Cordelia looked down to the mug, sweat beaded across her pinched brows as she shook her head and stepped back. “Take it inside, see that Emerys continues to aid Ricard and do not let him leave for anything. If he requires supplies, have someone else fetch it. Both of you remain at his side until I return.”
Looking somewhat dejected, Tilly tilted her head slightly while the cup of tea was brought closer to her chest as she recoiled from the denied offer. “But where are you going, Lady Gray?”
“To send for my sister.” The words were firm, a decision she had made the moment she was certain of their poisoning and yet she had put off making contact with Vahalia simply because of Ricard’s plea. She knew the two of them had a blemished past and she rarely would request their paths be crossed unless absolutely necessary and this was entirely vital. The short distance from the main chambers to her study felt like eternity as her steps continued to feel sluggish and heavy but as she passed the threshold and made way to her desk, her shaky hand reached to retrieve the linkpearl that rested just where she had left it.
Taking a deep breath in an attempt to calm her throbbing heartbeat, she lifted the device to her ear and settled it so that she was connecting to Vahalia properly. Tired as she was now, there were few words and only what she knew her sister would quickly respond to.
“Vahalia? I need you here… now.”
It was as if the space she had been in held a pall over it, the rooms seemed darker than she remembered when meandering by in the past. It had been quite some time since Vahalia had set foot within Cordelia’s abode, though their correspondence through business had always remained.
The two sisters – even if by half – had their own dealings to contend with, but that hadn’t stopped them from leaning on one another when circumstances demanded it. The call Cordelia had put forth to Vahalia was dire, that much she knew. The tone in her voice over the linkpearl and the adamant weight she seemed to hold were enough to spur Vahalia’s pace despite there being tiny details shared over the airwaves and not enough to paint Vahalia a true and accurate picture.
At least not until she spoke to Cordelia one-on-one.
Tilly led the sable-haired woman through the corridors, a trail of well-tailored ebon lace and deep purpled silk snaked in the Witch-woman’s wake as the two had embarked on their ascent to Cordelia’s quarters.
It was an open door that they had passed by that gave Vahalia’s frame a prolonged pause. Sharp golden eyes cut through the dimly lit room to find a figure neatly tucked within the bed and a bedside table littered with various bottles and objects. The most notable items had been the large water basin and discarded linen that had piled high within the basket nearby.
Undoubtedly, the person in question was Ricard – a face Vahalia herself had known well enough, though the man tending to him was an unfamiliar face, keenly attentive to the Lordling within his place of rest.
Was it merely a chill and fever, a sickness that Blythe had caught or had something else befallen the Lordling?
Could it have been –
No.
She thought to herself, but that didn’t stop the crimson corners of her lips to tick faintly. An expression of triumph, pensive or simply Vahalia being her baleful self could have been anyone’s guess, though none had been witness to the silent etchings she held upon her mien.
Moving on, the shadow of a woman slipped away from the door opening and was eventually ushered into the quarters of preference that Tilly had so eagerly and tentatively led them into, “The Lady Cress.” Tilly finally spoke for the first time since Vahalia arrived at the front door.
The image before Vahalia was unmistakably her half sister and yet it could have been easy to feel tricked by her appearance. Never had Cordelia been seen in any state of undone or duress though in this moment she found herself hunched over, her head resting against a fist as she leaned against the desk. A woman so pale in tone of skin somehow remarkably even paler, a tiredness evident on every detail of her face as strands of her dark hair clung to her glistening temple. Many emotions and feelings could easily be read on her features, another abnormal about the always ever so stoic statue of a woman. Pain, anger, and perhaps fear seemed to ease just slightly at the sound of Tilly’s announcement of Vahalia’s arrival causing Cordelia to lift her head and force herself up to standing.
“You came.” She stated simply, a relief so profound in her tone but perhaps an undertone of surprise which she realized afterward was from her having not explained the reasoning for her call in the first place. “Vahalia, you know I would never beseech you to leave your family if it were not dire.” Dim eyes flicked back and forth over Vahalia’s face as she approached her, the muscles in her neck flexing slightly as she struggled to swallow. “I know many things, but this… I know you have a past riddled with contention and distaste - but I can’t help him.” She wasn’t pleading, her voice was calm and one level but her concern was evident.
Of course, Vahalia came, family was important but she need not express it. It wasn’t in a tone of voice or a myriad of questions that touched upon her concern but merely a lift of a hand as Vahalia’s cool knuckles touched at the exposed area of Cordelia’s forehead to feel for a fever that was evident just in the way Cordelia labored but hide it so well; so tenderly.
Lady Cress’s concern was purely stationed on the malady at hand that she had already surmised was working fast with the state she had seen upon Ricard within the bed and now Cordelia, “Illness?” she questioned cooly, almost dry and bitterly but there was a series of calculations raking through her head.
Tilly seemed well enough, but she knew well and good that the wait-staff had their obligations to the house, despite any conceived sickness that might have been running rapid. It wasn’t just concern for the task at hand nor Ricard but that of Cordelia.
She had already lost one sister –
Cordelia’s shoulders slumped ever so slightly, the strength in keeping her demeanor as poised as she ever was fading but evident in her effort to maintain. The cool touch against her forehead was soothing as she released a soft breath before shaking her head. “Poison.” Her correction came in simple means, a quiet clearing of her throat following. “Whatever it is, it is working quickly. My physician isn’t moving fast enough, Wren has not retrieved Damien. He’s dying, Vahalia and I cannot stop it.”
More than anything, Cordelia’s emotions conveyed an anger that surpassed whatever weakness she was feeling and though her eyes gave off a tiredness, there was a fire burning hotter than the fever that took over her body.
Damien?
A strange factor but if Wren was tracking him down then something had transpired between the three enough for wren to be dispatched. Details on the situation would have to wait until later.
Vahalia swayed her free hand towards Tilly expectantly as the woman instantly handed over the hefty bag she had brought along with them from Vahalia’s travels. Lady Cress slung the strap over her shoulder and casually led Cordelia to the edge of the bed within her quarters.
“I’ll do what I can to help. Here, sit. This will not be a comfortable situation, neither for you or Ricard but it will be the best alternative than being in a grave.” Once Cordelia was settled, Vahalia crouched eye level to her sister and reached for her hands, “I have a few questions for you first, before we begin alright? Once I tend to you, I will ensure Ricard is given the same.”
Glancing over her shoulder towards Tilly, Vahalia addressed her, “She’ll need fresh water, a basin for the fever and bring a waste basket.” The handmaiden bowed her head and, without leisure in her step, shuffled out the door to collect the items Vahalia had requested.
Lady Cress’s hands held tight to Cordelia’s as she regarded her sister once more, “Any illness within the past month to know about or any possibility of you being with child?” she asked tenderly; however, the expression she wore held that of importance and seriousness; sharp golden eyes regarding Cordelia with a gentle sternness.
It seemed that Tilly had taken very little time in retrieving everything Vahalia had asked for, another smaller woman following behind with what Tilly could not hold in her own hands. Cordelia allowed her sister to guide her away to sit upon the edge of the bed, her chest rising and falling heavily, however as the questions came, she began shaking her head slowly. “No illness, no- and no, I mean perhaps? There’s a chance but unlikely - Vahalia, you need to see Ricard now. I can handle this a little longer but Ricard is unprepared, it’s killing him.” The idea of her being with child was so far away, it hadn’t even been something she even considered and truthfully, right now, it would not have mattered to her.
Her brows pinched briefly at the thought, glancing down with the flick of her gaze only to look back to Vahalia immediately. “He’s not going to make it much longer, I wasted too much time already by not calling for you as soon as I knew.”
“I will ensure he gets what is necessary, Cordelia. That I can promise you but he, in turn, would want to know you are well cared for and it is best to act fast while you’re still upright.” Vahalia’s hands retreated to the bag by her side and pulled out a vial after searching through her belongings for a stint.
Holding it up between her golden pools and Cordelia’s grey slated fields, the deep purple vial glinted slightly in the light of the room, “This will help to expel the poison within your body within the next few days, however…” Vahalia paused briefly as she lowered the vial into Cordelia’s palms, “It will not be pleasant. You will feel like you’ve stumbled upon the nine hells with a high probability of hallucinating while everything is expelled. Sweats, possible night terrors and will have an unnerving desire to drink. It is important that you hydrate, but do so in moderation to keep the effects of the antidote from being diluted too fast.”
Standing to her full height with the bag in her hand, Vahalia’s commanding presence turned to look at Tilly and the other woman within the room, “Please assist your Lady in seeing that she is comfortable and have someone to be with her as she rests. It is imperative that one of you contact me immediately if her health does not improve within the next 24 hours.”
Vahalia turned to Tilly and held out a milky white vial, “Milk of Poppy, an opium for the pain should she experience any in the coming days and require something to take the edge off.”
When the trade had been made between the two women, Vahalia’s sharp gaze returned back to her kin, “I’ll speak with your physician and ensure Ricard gets everything he requires to be on the same path for recovery. I may offer some additional resources for him as it seems his illness has progressed much further than your own.”
The muscles of Cordelia’s jaw flexed in frustration that Vahalia seemed to not understand how dire of a situation Ricard found himself in. She would be eternally grateful for her aid as the woman certainly had no reason aside from Cordelia’s affiliation with the man to save him at all. She steadied herself, calming her stress as she nodded in understanding of what was being done and knowing Vahalia was right in everything she was saying. Her gaze fell to the vial placed in her hands, the intimidating anticipation for the discomfort to come already washing over her.
She was hardly afraid of the side effects Vahalia suggested she would experience but to essentially be out of commission entirely was nothing she was looking forward to. “Thank you…” Cordelia said softly as her fingers gently closed around the vial as she pushed herself to standing. “Vahalia -” She called forth, preparing to follow her sister to the aid of her newly, yet secretly, wedded husband. “- If I was, with child that is, what are the chances of loss?”
“Near absolute certainty. Perhaps it is best to not know and simply consider your life right now above the possibility. And if you were with child and a child survives, which is a very slim chance, there is no promise they would be without defects. I'll ultimately leave that decision to your discretion as it is your decision to make. However, placing a choice on a ‘maybe’ is risky and even then, if you do want children, you must first be alive and well to try for one, no?” Vahalia replied as she stood nearest the door.
If there was one thing Vahalia was certain of, it was that Cordelia, much like herself, had the spine to do what needed to be done. A woman of strength and poise, a foundation in which was firm built upon layer by layer of pain, spite and intention and very little ever stood in their way when it came to mere survival.
A genuine, soft smile crept to Vahalia’s lips as she glanced across to her kin, “I’ll see to Ricard now if you would like?”
The answer given could have caused many others to feel disheartened but to Cordelia, it was simply a confirmation as she nodded once in understanding, her fingers finding the cork of the bottle to pop it off. “I will be forever grateful for you, sister.” She stated flatly but not entirely without any sense of warmth just before lifting the vial to her lips to empty the contents and prepare herself for the discomfort that was inevitable to come. “Tilly, ensure that Emerys allows Lady Cress to do her work by my word.” She wished to join them in the room though knowing how unwell she was likely to feel very soon, Cordelia heeded Vahalia’s warning and found herself comfortable as she could be back in the bed.
“We’re family, and that’s important. I’ll remain for several hours after to ensure Emerys has a handle on the antidotes.” Vahalia offered, her tone was curt and something anyone else might have considered to be laced with cruelty. What she had offered Cordelia with the potential of losing something so important – another woman might not have readily offered it up but in truth, they were two women who knew well how unfair the world had often wove its plans.
Sharp.
Cruel.
A price.
Vahalia’s eyes lowered slowly, contemplating the situation and a myriad of questions she had regarding it and Damien but such would come for another time.
Bowing her head respectfully as Cordelia made her way to settle, the witch-woman almost soundlessly slipped from the room with her bag in hand to retrace her steps back to the room she had seen Ricard in previously with another of the staff.
Surely this had to be the Emerys Cordelia spoke of.
As she passed the threshold with Tilly close behind, Vahalia had introduced herself and handed over several vials from her bag as she stood at the bedside along with Emerys as they spoke at length in hushed tones, Vahalia guiding Emerys through the various tonics and antidotes and how to deliver them along with possible symptoms and expectations through a timeframe.
The only slightly older looking Elezen seemed surprised by this woman coming into the space he was working in. He had known that Lady Gray’s words were of a warning but she hadn’t mentioned anything regarding someone else coming in for the job. To be truthful, the thought to inform her physician of Vahalia’s arrival hadn’t even crossed her mind. She didn’t answer to him, he worked for her and while she was wholly aware that he was diligent and doing his best, it mattered little to her at this moment. They needed the best and her sister infinitely surpassed that necessity.
When the vials were offered to him with the slew of instructions, there was a look upon Master Emery’s face that seemed as though he were about to protest, confusion on the matter distracting him from his task at hand.
“Lady Cress has been sent for by Lady Gray, she is administering care to the Lord and Lady which we expect you to see through via her instructions.” Tilly chimed in respectfully but sternly before Emerys could deny the aid.
“Very well, Lady Cress, I am at your behest and am grateful for your guidance.” He nodded to Vahalia and set aside the antidotes provided before retrieving a small pad of parchment to scribble her instructions after requesting she repeat them now that he was actually paying
“Keep up, darling.” Vahalia instructed as if poor Emerys had been struggling to catch up, which in some sense he had due to his surprise and confusion of her presence. However, Vahalia’s tone remained even and somewhat lighthearted due to the crimson smirk she had offered him in the moment.
The Lady Cress was not shy about inviting herself into the space and even ilming past Emerys as she took the same colored vial she had handed Cordelia to administer here at her sister’s behest.
When she angled Ricard’s chin back a small amount, she took a pause to gaze upon the illness he had been enduring. How the sweat beaded along his temple and the paleness in his greying flesh. How warm to the touch his skin had been at her fingertips as the fever only burned hotter over time.
Pity. She thought.
The second time Vahalia would have to administer an antidote to this man. Once she might have been on better terms to care, now? Perhaps not so much but the irony wasn’t lost on her. As a cruel creature of night and darkened woods, Vahalia would have eagerly let Ricard fall into this oblivion had it been her choice and place to do so.
However….
This was Cordelia’s request and she honored that as drop by drop Vahalia administered the concoction as Ricard was far too debilitated in the moment to deny the assistance. Coming from her, Vahalia was certain he’d try despite his current state. Stubborn through and through.
Slender fingers worked at the curve of his esophagus to ensure that she stoked the natural swallowing reflex as Ricard’s energy levels and feeble lull into the action was barely enough to ensure he hadn’t choked on the offering.
Once the vial was entirely empty, she set it to the bedside and straightened, “Monitor him closely for the next few days. His symptoms may worsen before they improve but his body will use the antidote to aid in fighting this off. Expect plenty of vomiting, keep him hydrated and cold compresses until the fever breaks. I will remain here in the Manor for a few hours should anyone have questions or require assistance and I’ll check in here and there as to not be under foot.”
Stepping away Vahalia looked to Emerys as she handed him the other vials that were milky white, “For the Lord and Lady should they feel pain in the coming days. Only administer once their fever has broken and keep their diets to bland, low fiber and low fat intakes for the first week until they are able to introduce more into their diets.”
“Light breads, bananas and anything with pectin. No liquor, limit spices and be easy with root vegetables.” Pursing her lips she leveled her gaze to Emerys once more, “Any questions Doctor?”
Again, Emerys watched Vahalia move with an apprehension almost as if an enemy had been within their territory. He was far from being used to his position being questioned. Still, he said nothing and simply agreed with the Lady and her instructions as he stepped aside. “As you say, Lady Cress, we are most grateful for your aid.” His eyes glanced to Tilly briefly who nodded once to him sternly in warning.
“Remain here in observation of Lord Blythe, I will have another waste bucket brought in and more water. I will tend to Lady Gray a few doors down where she has taken to resting once I see Lady Cress is settled and comfortable.” Emerys offered Tilly an understanding nod in return, lower his head a bit more in regards to Vahalia before turning and beginning to dab away at the sweat formed upon Ricard’s forehead.
“A good evening to you, Lady Cress.” He offered as he went about his duties before the two women took their leave. Tilly would ensure that Vahalia was comfortable in Cordelia’s sitting room with a cup of tea and some small bites should she wish to pick at them and once that was done, she found herself back at her Lady’s side as the antidote was already beginning to take its course. It was going to be a difficult night for the entire household but at the very least they would now see the light of the next time.
[ collab w/ @vahalia-cress
mentions: @ricard-blythe-ffxiv ]
















