it is in the knowing + the being known that Papa + i's relationship centers on it is like unto human lovemaking…the kind that your souls touch where you lose track of time and place and if you never saw the light of day again you wouldn’t care as long as you were wrapped up in each other deeper still than physical it shatters the spiritual atmosphere when i am needy for a man’s love *i’ve never been on my own + alone until this last year on a random day it sneaks up on me my arms heavy from trekking up mountains with Jesus looking at pain in the face, surrendering, healing and i am undone at how gentle He is tiff, do you trust Me? tiff, you are worthy of being loved and i have always loved you this has always been true you are now learning what you never knew in our secret place and i do what i would do if i had a human daddy i turn and bury my face in his chest my hand reaching through the fabric pushing through the skin into the warmth of his beating heart and i lay my hand to feel the constant beat and sob…pouring my pain out into Papa’s heart surrendering to His ways He rocks me until my heart keeps time with His and we rest... . . . #Repost #houseofbelonging #fireinmysoul #WakingEve 🍎 https://www.instagram.com/p/BqOC0LfHbtw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7qwoh9bh3e2k
