he missed this. missed having the younger close to him. missed their bodies entwining, albeit this time, more intimately than ever before, as they slept next to one another. it was his own fault, for taking the bitterness he holds against their company, out on silver. the intimate moment they shared during the night didn’t soothe away all of his anger but opened his eyes to what truly, above all else, mattered to him. it wasn’t his career, nor his ambition to remain at the top, as he fooled himself to believe for a very long time but the younger man sleeping peacefully in his arms. howon can no longer deny there’s much more between them than friendship. “shao,” gently, the idol combs his fingers through silver’s hair, “it’s time to wake up.” it wouldn’t be long before their manager knocks on their door to wake them up. “we have to get dressed before people start barging in and asking questions.” he isn’t ashamed of what happened between them but it’s a moment he wants to keep between silver and himself.
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