She remembers all now, a faint pink blush gathering at the ends of the flaps of her ears, how he would come with a loud crack as she tended the best of the branches, and count a few golden coins into her hands. She always wanted to give him a good deal, she said, on the splendid decorations grown in her master’s greenhouse, but he shook off her protests with a smile and said it was his master’s money, regardless, and they did not deserve to be cut a deal, oh no. And then he winced as if it was painful to speak such, but maintained control. Indeed, she was quite scandalized, but did not think to be angered, for she liked him so dearly. And so she would walk with him, slowly in relishing the moment, their hands near to touching, speaking of small, gentle things.
He would choose the finest piece of magical mistletoe and test it, letting it grow and weave through his outstretched fingers. And she would trim it with her delicate silver shears and feel warm inside at his lovely smile, the thin crooked teeth like miniature piano keys, the folds of skin making way for his eyes to crinkle with pleasure. Even his skin was fine, and she longed to touch it.
She knew that to any of her family, they were just two foolish little creatures in a house of glass with the stars trickling in through a fine layer of silver frost. But for Holly, those quiet moments were everything.