#hrdaehyun

[hrxseungwoo-blog]

@hrdaehyun:

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“Let’s dance?” he grinned, a dimple appearing on his cheek.

maybe it was the few drinks he’d had that made him excitable, perhaps a little too much so, at the sight of snow falling from outside of the bar’s windows. seungwoo gazed on quietly after his initial exclamation, revelling in his awe, uninterrupted except for the sounds of daehyun cleaning up around the place. and before he even knew it, he was taken by the hand and led outside into the cold.

the air bit at his bare skin, but the alcohol sat in his belly, warm and completely at home. he giggled at daehyun’s proposal. “what, here?” seungwoo was all-too aware of daehyun’s arm around his waist, and the generally close proximity between the two of them. but something about the spontaneity of it all, combined with the liquid courage in him, made him throw caution out the window. he nodded at the other’s suggestion. “but just so you know, i have two left - hic! - feet.” 

[hrsejun-blog]

setting: a local lgbt bar with: @hrdaehyun

The street outside of the bar is nearly deserted of people. This really isn’t the best place for a bar, he thinks to himself as he stands there, studying the building. Though he supposes he gets it — there’s a lot of stigma in this country around people who go outside the norm. Boys who don’t like girls, girl’s who don’t like boys. People like him. It’s been years since he came to the realization himself, yet he was still only out to a select few. Staying quiet about it has proved to be the easiest option, and he doesn’t see that changing in the near future. Still, he’s curious. Curious about what it’s like out there, among people just like him. 

He can’t believe he’s doing this. Having only been legal since the new year rolled around, he’s obviously never been to a bar, much less an LGBT one. Doubts begin settling in his mind, and he’s nearly about to turn around and head back home when a wave of confidence hits him. No. He can do this. If he doesn’t like it, he can just leave right away. It’ll be fine. 

Sejun is surprised at how easily he gets in. Honestly, he had been expecting some kind of reluctance, but his ID is barely spared a glance before he’s ushered in. Inside, the space is small, not too crowded. Good. He isn’t sure he’d be able to deal with a crowd during his first ever venture out to a bar. 

While looking around, he makes his way to the bar, taking a seat at the very end, trying to make himself look as inconspicuous as possible. His gaze moves towards the bartender, and once their eyes meet, it’s as if his heart stops. He knows this guy. Well, knowing would be an overstatement. They have mutual friends, and have met before. Same thing. 

Completely frozen, he sits there quietly, merely staring for a good few seconds. It’s too late to leave, of course it is, he’s been seen. And oh God, the older is coming towards him. Quick, think of something to say. Think! “Uh, I, uh... You...” He stutters out once the older is close enough. Smooth, Sejun. Real smooth. "I shouldn’t be here,” he mumbles, averting his gaze, a deep red blush spreading on his face.

[hrxseungwoo-blog]

new heights ; ft. @hrdaehyun !

seungwoo’s not entirely sure how he’d ended up here. it’s completely unlike him to willingly visit bars or clubs, especially on his own. it’s not so much the alcohol that he has an aversion towards, but more the prospects of being around people, often inebriated than not, and potentially having to talk to them. but here he is, right in the fray of a bar, the atmosphere nothing like what he’s used to. it is, in fact, a lgbt bar, which of its kind he’d never once stepped into his entire life.

he makes his way over to the bar, ignoring the slight unease in the pit of his stomach. seungwoo’s never been completely comfortable in his preferences, to say the least, but he’s known for a long time that he is as attracted to men as he is to women. hell, his first high school crush had literally been a guy. at first, he’d brushed it off as a simple admiration one would have for an upperclassman, but there was only so much he could do to mask his real feelings towards him. it never amounted to anything substantial, however.

as for actual... experience with anyone of the same gender, he’s had none. it makes him wonder, sometimes, of the legitimacy of his sexuality. seungwoo continues to mull over this for a bit, before trying to decide what to order. he can’t very well sit at the bar without anything to drink, after all. seungwoo’s just about to settle for a simple beer and wave for the bartender’s attention when he finally gets a good look at his face. he can’t quite put a finger on who it is that he’s looking at... until it clicks. dimple boy, seungwoo’s come to nickname him after the few times he’d seen the other young man around the ganggukdong area. a flush of warmth colours seungwoo’s cheeks. he hardly expected to see dimple boy here of all places. 

seungwoo clears his throat. there’s no reason for him to make things awkward, right? maybe dimple boy wouldn’t even recognise him. that’s possible. “um, i’ll have a beer, please.”

[hreunji-blog]

“ it’s okay to be afraid. fear can be good. use it. ”

a pink fairy drops a message

she pouts slightly. she used to be able to sing in front of a camera but since she joined nightblue she feels like she is lacking something. she was afraid that she wasn’t good enough to eventually debut in a group. on certain days, she starts to comparing the other trainees there to herself as she tries to figure out what that something she was lacking. 

eunji purses her lips slightly, and tries to figure out what the younger boy has to say. before nodding her head a couple of times, agreeing to what they said. even if he was younger than her, he was right. sometimes it was fine to be afraid and it could be used for something even greater. “i guess you’re right!” she smiles at him, reaching over to ruffle his hair gently, “thank you! i should treat you to some food for being so kind and helping me over this... slump!”

[hrsangwoon-blog]

He was used to a fast-paced life. He was used to working, engaging until there was no smidge of his own nature left. It was solely him with a role imprinted on his skin and tongue. But, it has recently changed because his role in life demanded him to be present. So like any other role he has done, he grew used to his current lifestyle.

In this new phase, he grew attached to the people who often ventured in it. It was no surprise when his thoughts stumbled on his roommates. He knew this idea stemmed from the ridiculous stream of senseless daydreams. But, he permitted this small thought to become a tangible gesture when he searched for the similarly aged male.

He walked inside their shared space, a sliver of contempt filled him once he saw his target plopped on the couch. His eyes diverted and searched his vicinity in hopes they were the only ones present.

"Hey," The boy greeted, hands clutching his phone where his screen hinted his purpose. "I have been searching for you all day." He said with a hint of mischief as if he was immersed in his usual roles. This act laced together in hopes it would make the latter chuckle.

"Anyway, I need to tell you about something serious." The past display of cheeriness fleeted as it morphed into a stern disposition. "I..." His lips pursed, eyebrows furrowed between the creases of his forehead. "I think our current showerhead is too short for us. We should get a new one. So, I have a selection and want you to choose the best one with me." his expression and voice depicted his conviction, adding emphasis on the trivial issue seen serious.

"I can only trust you."

Lets take a walk, @hrdaehyun .

[hrxdaniel-blog]

"You look beautiful"

He just gapes at Daehyun for a few seconds, and he's very sure his face and ears are just as red as he feels they are. "T-thanks," he even stutters a little. Good thing compliments like that always made Daniel flustered, even from people he only harbours platonic feelings for, it probably doesn't make his giant fucking crush on his friend too obvious. Thank God for that. "You... you look pretty great yourself too." He hums then, looking at the younger from head to toe. 'Great' is an understatement really, but Daniel needs to keep his thoughts in control, before he blurts out something he'd probably regret later. He is already on thin ice anyway.

[hrxblaqk]

Shares a treat.

prompt.

while not the best of friends, blaqk would call daehyun, at the very least, a friendly acquaintance. his interactions with daehyun were brief, to say the least, reserved to quick greetings and the few chances he and the roommates all managed to find time to play a few rounds of multiplayer games together.

he and daehyun weren’t close, but blaqk held a positive view of him, if only for the reason of trusting jisoo and karin’s judgement. he and jisoo were still reconnecting but karin, he trusted her with his life. for it, blaqk easily accepted daehyun’s offer to share. the scent of the treat had been what had lured him into the kitchen, after all. it smelled divine and while he knew he wasn’t supposed to cheat on his diet, what the company didn’t know wouldn’t hurt them. raising the food to his lips and taking a bite that he swore to himself to be his only one, blaqk finally thought to ask, “did you make this?”

[hrxdaniel-blog]

"That blanket looks big enough for two"

“Which is why it’s just perfect to entirely wrap myself into it,“ he hums, a wide grin splitting his face apart. Good thing he never can stop smiling around the younger, even if he’s having an internal battle, trying to stop his mind from imagining sharing the blanket with Daehyun. It would be the start of a thought train that would not be very good for him. Not that he haven’t imagined that a lot, just the two of them, cuddling under a big fluffy blanket, Daehyun being his small spoon…

Daniel barely manages to stop himself from a wishful sigh leaving his lips. He shakes his head, hoping it would help him get out of the intense pining moment before he could get in too deep. “You can’t stop me from being an enormous human burrito.“

That’s a blatant lie, but Daehyun doesn’t need to know that.