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Now why was sophomore year me so horny on main holy shit 💀

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I hate how I rejected feminine things at a young age, now I feel as if I'm so far behind other girls my age no boyfriend, no first kiss, I haven't even talked to a guy other than in a friendly way... I feel like a clown when I put on makeup, like I want to wear makeup and I want to be feminine but it's like since I rejected stuff like that at a young age I feel as if there's nothing else I can do

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I won't be in a relationship for a while, why tf am I nervous just THINKING abt telling my parents I got a boyfriend like let's be SO FRL

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Yk maybe I should go back to my roots and be ACTIVE AND LOVING in multiple fandoms again

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I say I hate myself but do nothing to fix it.

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Talked to my mom abt the stuff thag she does sometimes that hurts me and she barely acknowledged it.

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Sometimes I wish I had a place that I could run away to and not be bothered cuz my house ain't cutting it rn

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I wish I could be happy for a full day with no breaks, that's smth that would truly heal me if I could experience it 😵