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kumbaga sa laro ng Stack, ikaw ang bahala kung hanggang saan mo kayang pagpatung patungin ang lahat ng bigat na nararamdaman mo. yung kapag nakumpleto mo yung tunog na Do Re Mi, naeextend pa. hanggang sa magpatong ka ulit, tapos hindi na pala talaga kaya. choice mo yan. sabi nga nila, Happiness is a Choice. :) #hugotsabado #hugotsastack #maglaronalangtayo

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I've been feeling something lately. Something crazy. Something that is not people are up to right now. Not like the butterflies that you feel in your stomach when you are in love or attracted to someone. I was about to sleep that time when I felt something on my chest, there are contractions, and it feels like my heart is about to get out of its cage. It's not the same that you feel when you are happy, it was pain. Pain. And it feels like someone is whispering "You don't deserve sleep. Let's overthink" even if I am dead tired from the piled up work that I have done the whole day. And suddenly, all the painful and sad memories came flashing back. I have decided a few years back that I should stop depending on others, but that night is different. I know that time that I need someone, someone's company. I tried to reach for the phone and tried to call one of my friends. He answered, but I ended the call because I couldn't find myself capable to my feelings into words. And there is someone at the back of my mind telling me, "You are just disturbing them, just keep it to yourself." I decided to get some fresh air outside, but I couldn't find myself getting out of my bed. I am restless enough and someone's whispering "Suffer here. Here in these four corners of your room." I am in my comfort zone, yet I am not at ease and I am not feeling comfortable. I badly need something that I, myself couldn't determine. It's crazy, because I have no idea on how should I deal with it. It's crazy, because there are lot of questions inside me like "Why do I have to suffer like this?" I just hope that something could ever save me from this trouble. Trouble that is slowly chopping me off into tiny little pieces. #hugotsayo #HugotSabado #CrazyFeeling (at Makati, Philippines)

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