Dark Static Moments
I feel like I've been going nowhere in my life for years All these empty promises and threats. It was such a dark static moment when we met. Nothing felt right Maybe that's why I went too far So far… Beyond sorrow, beyond pain and beyond lust. The empty silences in our forced conversation Trying to be what I cannot be I never felt so alone in my whole life So alone and desperate to be somewhere else What in this world can change me? What in this world can rouse me from my sleep?
My eyes may be open but I see nothing And my mouth may be open but it is not words I am forming There is not any language that you can understand I hear what you are saying, but it makes no sense to me. It never did And how did it come to this? When did I start? I am dead to the world
The world is black and white in my soundless dream There is nothing that I can do Nothing that I can do So carve me up one last time And leave me for the dogs
I have no pity I have no remorse For these grey lines That carve me up and sell my soul No remorse and no pity
Oh, what is it worth? Is it worth your love? Or is it worth your compassion?
Every time I dream, I seem to leave it all Standing at some deserted train station I am waiting I am waiting I am watching With an old timetable in my hand I am willing another cold morning in another city Or another sunset surrounded by strangers I need somewhere to rest my head. I am searching for the whole of my life My life
