#humanholes

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all this money is going on lingerie and nandos

say hi to my dog and messy room 

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tbh I wud pay for ur nudes

how much you thinking 

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If you ever wanna murder a man I volunteer

I don’t want to murder anyone sorry <3 

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11th July 2017

I haven’t wrote for a long time, things are okay.  I have him back, and we are so good, i have met so many new people, and im starting to get my life on track...  kind of 

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24th February 2017

I will still, never, ever, ever, understand when people put others down, for their own satisfaction.  Grow up, live your own life. 

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28th July 2016 (dad’s birthday today ah)

i’m really into writing lately, about my life, and what’s being happening. I like to look back on what i have said and see how i’ve grown from it, and can prove to myself that i have actually gotten through it, even if it seems like the end of the world.

i’ve been really sick lately, incredibly ill. I got one sickness, got better and then after that i got a different sickness. i couldn’t speak for so long and i was so frustrated i kept yelling and lost it even more. i also had the best sex i’ve had in my entire life (so far)

i normally love the heart felt love, but this was on a different scale, my mum was always right saying doing it with someone you love feels so much better.

i also write in my notes on my mac before i post it, i feel as i can pour my heart better, pretending i might not post it, but i most likely will.

so, a weird thing to talk about… i always wear a bra to bed, but tonight i am not, it’s a weird thing to think because i always do, but it feels okay night, weird i know...

before i go to sleep, which i can’t wait for, i’ve been noticing when i write, i never use the proper grammar of addressing myself with a capital “I” because i don’t think i’m that important to be honest, and on that note, goodnight my sweethearts, remember our anxiety won’t get the best of us. we are stronger than this. -A

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16th of April 2016, everyone still thinks I'm okay, the more I say it, the more it reassures everyone else. the more I say it, I realise how much it is a lie, but atleast I haven't lost my mind yet.