Long time no see... Again.
I know, I know. I have that bad habit of leaving places without a word (not that anyone cares but for my own peace of mind). The truth is, that a lot had happened in last 2 years. I got new, super duper job in social media as a graphic designer where I met awesome people I like to spend time with. My bosses are great (bit crazy and scatty but that’s ok) - sometimes they make Pizza Fridays and order like 20 pizzas for us <3. I have free time to focus on my own hobbies after work so over all I can’t complain. At the same time last year was very rough on me family-wise. I had some problems with my brother who returned from England and moved to our home (wher I was living with my mom for 8 years in peace, without him) and since we’re never in good conditions, the drama occured. With clearh heart I can say that he’s egoistic, egocentric tyrant and he’s always been that way since we were teenagers. Oh, he also has 2 small children so the three of them moved in together and it was even worse than him alone. Things started getting worse and worse, I was spending time closed in my room and at some point I went through major depressive episode. Clearly, I had no will to draw or write or focus on any creative activities maybe except 2 RPs with @liccy (thank you for your patience and kindness <3).
In the end I had to move out which was a very hard for me since I was very attatched to my mom (not to mention that I was helping her with bills and cleanings etc) but my bro stated that if he can’t live in that home, I can’t either. My mom agreed to that but I don’t think it was a fair solution - who was by her side for all that time when she had problems and even bro was causing troubles and made her cry from time to time. I’m not the only one who has a family and had to take care of them. She doesn’t understand that fair doesn’t mean equal. So now she’s living there alone by her own. I moved to the new flat 2 months ago and finally I got my peace of mind back so I think I’ll focus on drawing more in the nearest future. It was hard to organise everything from scratch and get used to it on the beginning. Truth to be told, I mad a very few drawings past 2 years, mostly some sketches related to our RPs which I can post here later. Heck, I didn’t even post my Master diploma works here. Also, I want to start a small, new project but I don’t want to jinx it for now :) Keep your fingers crossed and thanks everyone who read this. Cheers ~ Hunt
