what's happening with me right now:
have you ever seen the movie Seeking A Friend For The End of The World ? (Belinda please just read this)
I have.
For some reason I'm basing my relationship with Tim on Penny and Dodge's relationship.
Like you know there is chemistry there but you know it shouldn't happen because it just isn't normal. It isn't normal to be attracted to someone that's 15 years older than you or for the guy 15 years younger. But once you've opened up, once you've talked about personal things and basically have had that conversation about your day you give away a part of yourself to them.
I've been talking to Tim for a week and we have shared more than enough to know something personal, sharing a common interest and knowing something that we do daily. We have never met before but we've explained in detail how we look. Just that has made me attracted to him. Is this weird? I talked to him on the phone and yes it was awkward at first but it got a bit better, he talks like he texts, of course I wasn't expecting him to sound the way he did but who does when you first meet someone? I like him oddly enough. He's sweet, caring, respectful and trusting. Is it crazy to have a crush on someone that you've never seen before? Not one picture has been shared, that's what's crazy.
It's amazing how a relationship can be created just by a small conversation. You never thought it'd continue but it did. You never thought it'd last once sharing how old you are with one another. You never thought it'd last when you know you two are too far a part to really ever meet. Three out of three. It's weird but I don't care if I ever meet him or not, I like what I have with him. We have a connection, one that I haven't felt in a very long time. Is it weird to feel that way? About someone that's so much older than you? Someone that is your brother's age. Who would have thought that posting one secret on Whisper would change two people's lives by just exchanging a couple messages? It's an odd feeling but at the same time it feels right, it's as if the odd is canceled out by it just being so right.
Is that so hard for people to understand....