#hush;

[devotedfem]

Hii, coming here to say that u can send me asks abt any character of my masterlists!

[nyalotha]

i've converted rachel to the s.s. beruyumi

[nyalotha]

eli's so cute. i saw her comment on my moved blogs post. i will follow you to the ends of the earth, imouto.

[nyalotha]

i didn't want to post this on my rp blogs

i haven't been this happy in so long. not just happy on the surface, with it dissipating in two or three minutes and leaving me feeling worse than before - but actually happy. my entire being. i think - i think it has to do with my confidence. i've - been trying harder. to tell myself i'm doing good. i'm doing okay. i'm doing my best. i don't need to be so harsh.

amazingly enough, it's doing wonders. i feel happier now. it's not awful for me to push replies off because i don't feel like it. it's even becoming easier to write, and... that's the best part of it all, i think.

people enjoy my presence. i need to realise this more - i'm not just an annoyance. i'm not just around to frustrate and annoy and confuse people. they like me. they like hanging out with me. they like seeing my rps on their dash. they like me.

tbh i'm not gonna lie haha this is also partly coming from being on a couple follow forevers already, by people whom i've never spoken to. it's pretty great, and it's a... nice feeling. it really is.

i haven't felt so thoroughly happy for years. not since he up and left and stomped on two of my best friends' hearts. and i'm glad. i'm really fucking glad. this means i'm getting over it. over him. i'm becoming my own person. i don't have to depend on him for happiness. i won't sit in front of my laptop wondering if he'll text me or email me or message me.

it is a really fucking good feeling.

[nyalotha]

man i need to find a good theme.

[ragingslug-blog]

Criminals, by nature, are a cowardly and superstitious lot. To instill fear into their hearts, I became a bat. A monster in the night. And in doing so, have I become the very thing that all monsters become - alone?

Batman (Hush)