#hwbh

[panicked--thoughts]

I’m congested, sleepy and feeling off. Can’t quite put my finger on why. I realize my mood fluctuates and I can’t always help that. But it doesn’t help when it gets pointed out like some big old event. It’s not a big deal. It just happens and goes as quickly as it comes. Unless. You pin it down or shine a light on it. Misery loves company.

[panicked--thoughts]

Headache that the Tylenol isn’t kicking in for and I just… miss her when she’s gone. Makes me restless. Like. I’d be okay if she were here, doing her thing beside me. I know I could yank her away at any moment for a kiss.

I don’t really feel that way where I am. I know what it means. I know what it leads to. I just hate the journey.

[panicked--thoughts]

I’ve never taken the time to write here, but I think I need to get out my frustration or whatever the fuck it is I’m feeling. I want to flail, I feel like I’m falling in a soft pocket void. The kind lined with snow to cushion my screams. But I don’t know why I’m screaming.

I think I still feel lonely. Above all, I am alone no matter how I slice it. And I don’t know if I mind that all the time, but. Sometimes it gets to be a lot. Especially if I’m near someone and feeling oh so alone. It’s not their fault I can’t identify.

So I leave myself comfortably out of breath by blue flavored vapors and I wait respectfully until I am no longer alone again.

[thedigitaltraphouse2]

HWBH - 10 Cellphones

[vocez]

[moonyhelps]

Jack Harries

send me a fc and i’ll tell you a rp memory i have of them!

Nolan Dolohov losing a bet to Nina and having to wear a dress to the Ball. Then saying he'll dance with Nonnie, but only if he can sneak up to the dorms to get changed, first.

[etherealariel]

the housewives of beverly hills finale is on tonight!!!