#hyde thoughts

[cathedral-of-blood]

He looks like somebody I would grope at the bar

[iliothermia]

My new year's resolution for 2024 is to become more comfortable advocating for myself and talking about my experiences as a Jew and the symbolism in my work. I want to be able to talk about how much certain themes mean to me and bring me joy, personal experiences with antisemitism and villainization that end up fueling some of my work, and just stop minimizing such an important part of my identity. My experiences with transness and life as a Greek Jew are hand in hand in my work and I think I need to be more educational about things so others can understand another layer of it..

[my-funky-little-cowboy]

Hey R* can I please just lie in my camp with my dog and watch the stars?

[cathedral-of-blood]

INTRODUCTION POST

I use this page as a vent, and maybe to feel a little more normal. If you do not like it, move on. Or block me. Trying to get my page taken down will only make me more like to.. express all this in the real world. If I reblogged or liked your post and you hate me, I am sorry and fair enough.

You should take a minute to read all of this is you want to follow me or hate me.

Everything is uncensored, user beware

Minors are welcome. You would see all this and worse without me, so you may as well have somewhere to go where you are not in danger. If you are looking for a МАР, you have got the wrong kind of paraphile, though I would rather you talk to me than some creep who will ask you for nudes. If you are a minor anon, tell me you are a minor.

My Name is Edward Hyde, I am a DID fictive from the 1886 Robert Louis Stevenson novella, Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde. I use He/It/They pronouns though I have never really bothered with gender. Because I am a fictive, I feel as if my mindset is a little stuck in my time. Cars frighten me, I am inept at technology, and modern slang is definitely not my strong suit. Please do not mind if I say things like “good heavens”.

I am an actual rарist, it is not a brag, and something I am working towards not doing ever again. But I feel it is important information about me. I am an actual cannibal! And that one is a brag, though it has been around a decade since I have had any meat. I hope to pick it up in the near future. Comsentual, of course.

I have a bit of a twisted sense of attraction, but I suppose I am not too abnormal here. Outside of the love of my life, I do not feel physical attraction to people, at least not unless they are bleeding or rotting. Porn has always bored me, I never really liked how fake most of it was either. If I compliment you, it is likely because I want to eat you. There may be some mild zоорhiIа but I am usually the dog. I am half uncomfortable with it.

I will post photos of my own harm occasionally, it is for recreational purposes and I think it elevates me. I do not like doing it for bad reasons, I do not like doing it when sad or upset, I take care of them very well.

I have been diagnosed with anthropophagy(cannibalistic disorder), erotophonophilia (described as lust murder), ASPD, BPD, and ADHD. Multiple therapists concur with us in thinking we likely have DID, but getting that diagnosed means we probably cannot do much with our life.

DO NOT LIE TO ME. DO NOT PUT ON A FRONT WITH ME. I WILL ONLY LIKE YOU IF YOU ARE AUTHENTICALLY YOURSELF. I WILL ONLY RESECT YOU IF YOU ARE AUTHENTICALLY YOURSELF.

I do not take kindly to being lied to or tricked, admitting the truth when you do these things is ten times better than me finding them out.

My Headmates: 🌞🌀Jay, 🪱Tom, ✒️Jekyll

My Anonymous Loves: 🍺Ale, 🧪Experiment, 🦴🐺Wuppydog 🌑 Black Moon, 💉🫀Ket Heart,📿Sacrifice, 🎱Magic Eight Ball, 🪻Springtime, 🎀Pretty Princess, 🔎👀 The Analyst, 🥀 Autumn Wilt, 🪽The Seraphim, ☆ Starlight, 🪷 Lotus, 🥩🪶 Poultry, 🤍🪽Dear Holy Dove, 🌺Luna Red, 💀🪲June Bug, 🥩🦌 Venison, 🦷 Canine, 🪆 Matryoshka, 🐑Lamb Chops, 🦇🫀Vampyrum Spectrum, 🐾 Prey Tracks, 🩵, 💮Prideful, ✨🌧️Rainstorm, 🔥🌧️Fire Storm, 👾🌧️Fucking Aliens Man, 🖤❤️🖤Vampyre Blood, Puff Of Smoke, P04, 🔆Sunlight, 💌Sweet Miss, 🐾💫Pawstellation, 🐶 Puppydog, 🐖Spitroast Bait, 💤, 🪦Gravedigger, 🦭Arctic Frost, 🖊️🧮Brainiac

[cathedral-of-blood]

Fed up with family? Kidnap a few needy sluts! You will get all the love you want, and all the holes you could ask for.

[cathedral-of-blood]

Because I would also enjoy being murdered, beat up, violated, or cannibalised, I feel somewhat like I could be classified as a switch. Maybe a sadomasochist instead.

[cathedral-of-blood]

Grocery shopping today, before I saw the AAA sticker I knew that meat made me hungry. Being out is a chore, everything makes me go off some days and there is no sign to show when that will be. Maybe staring at meat does not help me. None the less, photos provided

[cathedral-of-blood]

I know you want to be good, and I know you will give me what I want. You are already serving yourself up for me on a golden platter, and that is all I want. I just want you. I want to devour you. I know it will hurt, and I know you will cry, but I promise I will be there to comfort you through it all.