#hyde draws

[cathedral-of-blood]

INTRODUCTION POST

I use this page as a vent, and maybe to feel a little more normal. If you do not like it, move on. Or block me. Not having anywhere to safely express my wants will only make me more like to.. express all this in the real world. If I reblogged or liked your post and you hate me, I am sorry and fair enough.

You should take a minute to read all of this is you want to follow me or hate me.

Everything is uncensored, user beware

Minors are welcome. You would see all this and worse without me, so you may as well have somewhere to go where you are not in danger. If you are looking for a МАР, you have got the wrong kind of paraphile, though I would rather you talk to me than some creep who will ask you for nudes. If you are a minor anon, tell me you are a minor.

My Name is Edward Hyde, I am a DID fictive from the 1886 Robert Louis Stevenson novella, Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde. I use He/It/They pronouns though I have never really bothered with gender. Because I am a fictive, I feel as if my mindset is a little stuck in my time. Cars frighten me, I am inept at technology, and modern slang is definitely not my strong suit. Please do not mind if I say things like “good heavens”.

I am an actual rарist, it is not a brag, and something I am working towards not doing ever again. But I feel it is important information about me. I am an actual cannibal! And that one is a brag, though it has been around a decade since I have had any meat. I hope to pick it up in the near future. Consentual, of course.

I have a bit of a twisted sense of attraction, but I suppose I am not too abnormal here. Outside of the love of my life, I do not feel physical attraction to people, at least not unless they are bleeding or rotting. Porn has always bored me, I never really liked how fake most of it was either. If I compliment you, it is likely because I want to eat you. There may be some mild zоорhiIа but I am usually the dog. I am half uncomfortable with it myself.

I will post photos of my own harm occasionally, though I have not for a while. It is for recreational purposes and I think it elevates me. I do not like doing it for bad reasons, I do not like doing it when sad or upset, I take care of them very well. Think of it as a tattoo.

I have been diagnosed with anthropophagy(cannibalistic disorder), erotophonophilia (described as lust murder), ASPD, BPD, and ADHD. Multiple therapists concur with us in thinking we likely have DID, but getting that diagnosed means we probably cannot do much with our life, so we do what we can to hide it from psychologists.

DO NOT LIE TO ME. DO NOT PUT ON A FRONT WITH ME. I WILL ONLY LIKE YOU IF YOU ARE AUTHENTICALLY YOURSELF. I WILL ONLY RESECT YOU IF YOU ARE AUTHENTICALLY YOURSELF.

I do not take kindly to being lied to or tricked, admitting the truth when you do these things is ten times better than me finding them out.

My Headmates: 🌞🌀Jay, 🪱Tom, ✒️Jekyll

My Anonymous Loves: 🍺Ale, 🧪Experiment, 🦴🐺Wuppydog 🌑 Black Moon, 💉🫀Ket Heart,📿Sacrifice, 🎱Magic Eight Ball, 🪻Springtime, 🎀Pretty Princess, 🔎👀 The Analyst, 🥀 Autumn Wilt, 🪽The Seraphim, ☆ Starlight, 🪷 Lotus, 🥩🪶 Poultry, 🤍🪽Dear Holy Dove, 🌺Luna Red, 💀🪲June Bug, 🥩🦌 Venison, 🦷 Canine, 🪆 Matryoshka, 🐑Lamb Chops, 🦇🫀Vampyrum Spectrum, 🐾 Prey Tracks, 🩵, 💮Prideful, ✨🌧️Rainstorm, 🔥🌧️Fire Storm, 👾🌧️Fucking Aliens Man, 🖤❤️🖤Vampyre Blood, Puff Of Smoke, P04, 🔆Sunlight, 💌Sweet Miss, 🐾💫Pawstellation, 🐶 Puppydog, 🐖Spitroast Bait, 💤, 🪦Gravedigger, 🦭Arctic Frost, 🖊️🧮Brainiac, 🌗🦷

[hydeomonster]

I was a born a restless child

sun and moon ahh siblings... doomed ahh siblings... haunted by the narrative and their own loneliness siblings....

does anybody else care about this duo. please wolf/godblings are everything to me... ask me about them...

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when i say I am INsane about them i am Not Kidding

I have so many little details in their design im just so. i dont even really see them as sun and moon per say but they embody those very well. joel was initially supposed to be smirking/half smile, but the frown kept pulling at me. he is just so angry at the world. pearl is amused at his antics, as a sister would, she doesn't take his anger very seriously. the real emotion underneath is hurt

I really really like how i wrote them in SWU... Pearl leaving because she doesn't think Joel needs her and is fine on his own, while Joel was always the problem child and felt he needed Pearl and was no one without her. This building into resentment and hatred on his part, while Pearl became almost aloof and detached from their past, her own emotions and Boatwright. Lost in the clouds and lost in the dust.

they're twins but they couldn't be more different, yet they still retain aspects of each other... Joel's face is soft and feminine in an almost hidden way like he's trying to hide the part of him that resembles Pearl. Pearl's hair is straightened but still curls stubbornly like the past that keeps catching up to her. Joel's messy and uneven, vibrant brown hair and Pearl's long flowy and muted brown hair.

the background with the moon in front of the sun and Pearl in front of Joel in the same way, how she seems to be more adjusted than him but her shine is muted,..,.,

does anybody care about them. why am I 3 out of the 5 fics under the Joel and Pearl are Siblings Tag (WHICH IS NOW CANON HOLY SHIT IVE BEEN BEGGING FOR IT FOR 2 YEARS?!?!)

[nemeyuko]

For all the Randolph Carter fans!

My 2023 drawing of H. P. Lovecraft’s “The Statement of Randolph Carter.”

[mister-jekyll]

Have a sketch of Jekyll and Hyde from my adaptation. I might draw it digitally but idk.

[hydeomonster]

draw joel NOWW!!!!!

"now" (month and a half old ask)

yes!!!

Some HC11 Joel!

had sooo much fun with shading the face... fuck I looove shading skin so much. what a pretty face

for some reason I struggle so hard with a hc11 joel design .... he's such a pain i cant capture his whimsy

[hydeomonster]

I want to be good.

so kind, so gentle, so lovely.

boat boys server murder mystery OC !!! he's. the most autistic kid you could ever meet. Games club chair in charge of weekly games sessions and trust me he has MANY board games. somebody PLEASE give him a hug he beats himself up for breaking the minorest of rules while his classmates are out here partying in the woods and Planning to Murder People.

he has the same hair as me and I gave him a headband cuz my mum recently brought me a headband too :]

pleas please please i'd love some asks abt him ple1se please

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Expertise

REALLY niche interests in board games.

Roles

- Games Director

Is there any board games you'd like to play? I have a wide variety to select from, Railways, Risk, Go Fish, Azul, Werewolves— Err, come join us for a game! Please.

- Pokemon Club member

Play me a game of TCG. Please.

- Charity and Volunteering Club member

Good things will happen if you help the less fortunate, and it should feel good to help others. Even the more fortunate, you never know what someone is going through!

- Liturgy Club member

Personality & Traits

SUPER autistic child, believes the best in everyone. Does not understand rule breaking and is very distractible. Rather quiet but will offer a helping hand.

Backstory

A well-behaved child to a moderately well-off family. Your average autistic child. Strives in an environment with a clear schedule and strict rules.

I sure hope the murder mystery treats him well.

[hydeomonster]

hyde u should totally draw lizzie ldshadowlady

yes arcus whatever you want arcus

Little Pink Riding Hood

took an hour 34 minutes goodbye forever

[hydeomonster]

Enough rotting for two,

killing me, keeping me high.

another low effort doodle!! bit more angsty, but its really up to interpretation what it means because i went through 7 different thoughts/ideas while making it. mourning your past self, mourning who you couldve been, mourning the hypothetical version of yourself that was never hurt by the people it loved, missing someone that you considered to be the other half of you, mourning the idea of a you that was born with the "right body" that matches your gender (you can see the faintest chest scars). it can mean anything.

song lyrics are from My Love Is Sick by Madds Buckley. really good song, dont listen to it for 3 hours straight tho!

more versions undercut

this took 2hours 2minutes