E.T. || Hyorin & Kiseop
Hyorin was a mess. Her legs were freezing from the cold and her head was pounding from the alcohol and the amount of crying. It seemed like she was crying way too much and she hated it. Hated it. It was weak to cry so much but it seemed that her feelings constantly did this to her; left her cripple and weak. It was pathetic in her opinion and why did she bother? Why did she try to actually try? That was probably the alcohol speaking, sending her into a depressive wave.
She just needed to be alone. Another sob tore through her chest as she clenched her teeth to keep the pathetic sound from escaping her lips. Why did this happen? Why was she like this? Why…did it hurt so much? It wasn't like anything had happened other than a kiss with the male but the simple fact that it happened is what upset her? Now she seemed low. How could she not say no? Why could she not say no? It was so frustrating to her and she wanted to scream out into the night about it or hit him or someone but she kept her arms tight across her stomach in the warmth of the jacket.
Swallowing, she let her already sore heeled feet take her towards the one place were she could get comfort. The beach. Shuddering gently, she moved down the sidewalk with her arms around herself. She was freezing but she couldn't feel anything. It was like a numb feeling had moved into her chest. Finally, she reached the beach and pulled out the pink blanket Kyung had gotten her. Smiling faintly through the cracking smile, she closed her eyes for a moment. Wrapping it around her legs that she pulled onto the bench, she tucked her head against her knees as silent sobs moved through her, shaking her small body. So much effort gone in a matter of seconds.