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He’s CLINGING to his boyfriend, holding on to him as though the other boy is the ONE thing keep him from drowning in the sea of emotions currently rushing through his body. It’s odd, how he feels so NUMB yet so much PAIN all at once, and it’s tiring and confusing and Gavin is really not so sure how he’s going to get through this, if at all.

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❝Your savin’ grace’s arrived!❞ And with those words, Gavin heads over to Bellamy’s bed with a bowl of soup.

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bxyhero // cont. from this

Gavin awaits it all – awaits his boyfriend’s words; his reasons. He watches as the other throws reason upon reason, cause upon cause, and with every spoken words the urge to pull him close and keep him safe like the other so often does for him becomes bigger. He rests his soft eyes on Bellamy, his gentle eyes warm and comforting, hiding the pain and sadness he feels (it’s some- how so much easier when others are concerned; he can push aside anything and everything if they need his support), but other- wise remaining silent, motionless.

Bellamy doesn’t open up easily, with even less ease than the teen himself does, and so Gavin wants to hear what he has to say, wants to know what is going on. He wants to speak up with every sentence that leaves the slightly older boy’s mouth, but for the fear it’ll have the other fall quiet, leaving everything unexpressed as usual, Gavin remains silent until the fake smile appears on the other’s face, and that is when he steps in and pulls him close.

❝You’re forgettin’ one thing, y’know,❞ he says quietly, soothingly. ❝Me. ‘m always gonna be lookin’ up to you. I don’t care if you’re popular or not, if you’ve got some kind o’ power or not, if y’get into fights n’ cause trouble ‘cause y’want attention. I love you. I love you n’ you’re perfect t’me. Perfect for me.❞ Wrapping his arms a little tighter around his boyfriend, Gavin stands on his toes slightly so he can reach Bellamy’s forehead, where he presses a sweet, loving kiss.

❝You’re not a piece of shit, Bellamy. Y’don’t deserve t’hurt. n’ – ‘m sorry your parents are gettin’ a divorce. ‘s not your fault, though. They love you. They love you n’ everythin’ you are. Jus’ like I do.❞

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hyperkxnetic

❝Bellamy,❞ he says quietly, and it's obvious from his pale face and red, puffy and tired eyes that something is really wrong. ❝...I have t'tell y'somethin'. Somethin' bad.❞ He meets his boyfriend's gaze for a moment, but it soon drops to the floor again. ❝Don't be mad, please.❞

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❝Y'should come here n'----❞