First of all, I apologise to all of those I had just begun plotting with, just begun writing with - but this is something I need to do, and something I am doing for several reasons. Yes, I am leaving the Tumblr RP scene; I am leaving and archiving my blogs so I and my RP partners can look back on them and look back on amazing development, but I will no longer be writing around here. Reasons are simple, really, but I’ll state them either way.
I no longer feel at home around the Tumblr RPC. It’s a toxic environment for me, I’m sad and anxious and I feel pressured to live up to a lot of standards I simply can’t live up to, which all make me feel awful and guilty. I also recently started college/uni, and getting in was hard enough. It’s a demanding programme, and I won’t have time for RP blogs if I want to do well - I’ll feel guilty if I can’t do replies, and I really don’t need those things in my life. Lastly, I spend ALL my free time on Tumblr. If I’m not here but have time, I feel guilty about not being on; I feel like I always have to be here to make others happy and actually be a good RP blog, and I’ve been neglecting all my other hobbies. I need to put myself first, my mental health and my school and my interests, and it’s for those reasons that I am leaving the Tumblr RP scene.
Now, I’m not going to be completely gone. I’ve made a PERSONAL you can find me on, I’m always going to have my TWITTER, and if you shoot me a message at either of those, I’ll happily give out my Skype or email if you wish to continue writing with me.
Thanks so much for all the great times, guys, but I need to do what’s best for me, and that simply is - leaving. I hope to see you all elsewhere, and if not, thank you and have a great, great future. I wish you all the best.