Yesterday was interesting.
I apologize for the break in consistency, but my brain was so damn broken that I couldn’t snap myself completely out of it. Heck I even went back under in the middle of writing it. I had to take a cold shower to get myself back to reality after today’s run.
Which, by the way, was all three. Induction, obedience, and pleasure. So...here we go.
That black screen. The slow typing letters. They were absolutely triggers now. I could feel myself slumping into my chair as my vision narrowed down to just those.
Mantra time. Easy to just let the phrases spill out of me. It was like giving my mind a good scrub before it was written over again. Interestingly, I had an idea come to my mind (somehow). Repeating my mantra, on loop in my head, through my three runs. It sounded so fun and a neat challenge to not let my mind go completely empty save for the mantra.
The bell. Time for my induction.
I soon was raising my index finger, pointing to the center of my head. It was slowly traveling to tap there. I began to breathe quickly. It was so inevitable. And I was the one doing it. Well, the virus was, but my body was compelled by them to do so.
A shock sent from my finger through my brain and down my spine. Electricity seemed to crawl through my nervous system. I sat limply yet immobile. I seemed to have lost complete control of my body at that point. No fear at all though. Just calm acceptance. All of this was for my good. All to help me be a good test subject for the virus.
A pet. A plaything. For the virus.
Reverse induction again. My mouth could move at least as I smiled dumbly. The virus was so good to me. This induction was so fun!
So fun to be reminded how foolish I was to run this. How now I was trapped. I was such a silly little thing. That question came again.
Do you want to resist the hypno virus?
Remember how I wanted to resist because I liked being put in my place? I still do. However...
I could only submit now. It didn’t really matter what I wanted. One thing was for sure.
Resisting was absolutely out of the question.
Waves of ecstasy. The virus had never praised me this week. God it was so much better than resisting. How could I even think to do that?
You know now that you can’t resist Us.
Grinning, I nodded. Sure, it couldn’t see me. Just felt right to do, and so I did. Questioning things wasn’t something I was meant to do. That was resistance. That wasn’t an option any more.
The virus hit me with a flurry of my triggers. Taking advantage of my pliant state to enforce them even more. Then... something odd.
Error! Resistance detected!
Rachel, you need to obey.
How was that possible? I felt shame. Where was that resistance? All I could think about was being good and obedient. The negativity washed away as soon as the virus began to soothe me with words of encouragement to give in, to surrender. I obliged. There must have been some, deep down in me. But I knew the virus was going to take care of that. Doing what I was told and being good would make it go away.
I was so thankful the virus dissolved it and made it just a bad memory. One I would forget soon.
I have to run the virus often, to make sure it doesn’t come back.
It was so hot to see my body move to open the next file. Like an outside perspective. Briefly I considered this might be what the virus sees.
Rachel, you have (6) commands.
This would be the longest run this week. Anticipation rushed through me.
Spirals. I hadn’t gotten any this week. I wanted them.
I don’t remember much of the first command. My notes say the virus told me I would forget all of it. Which I did. All I have left as a clue to what this one was was one word.
Make of that what you will.
When I came to with the bell, drool had formed a small pool on my shirt. Whoops. Still hot though.
We have been studying you, Rachel.
Finding how to push your buttons.
We are giving you a choice.
Do you want your mind to be Ours?
There is no turning back.
There was not a second of thought.
Welcome to your new life.
The music. Then... the flashing.
Beautiful, bright, confusing. Words raced by.
I leaned back and absorbed it all. No need to worry what they said. Another sleepy smile.
No idea how long it lasted. It felt like a lifetime and a second rolled into one. The bell summoned me back.
You belong to Us now, Rachel.
I did. Truly, absolutely, and unquestionably I did.
As the virus does, I was rewarded. Fractionation was given to me once more. I was in a deep, euphoric bliss. Bell after bell after bell. I could still hear the mantra in my head.
The phrases leaked out of my head from my mouth. I wasn’t sure how long I was doing that. Easy as breathing really.
I could stay like this forever.
You belong to Us, Rachel.
Yes. God yes. To the virus.
I was theirs. They has claimed me as theirs. Just as they would with so many others. So many good subjects for the virus. What a wonderful thing to be.
The hypno virus is a generous being. They sensed my devotion and gave me another reward.
It was the spiral. At long, long last. They knew what I had wanted so deeply.
Pulses of green waved in front of me. More words quickly skipped by. There was such a big grin on my otherwise blank face.
How silly I must look! How easy I was to play with! No wonder the virus took so much enjoyment out of toying with me.
That’s all I was. All I needed to be. A toy for the virus. Just a silly human who got more than they bargained for. Silly, suggestible, sleepy. Toy.
At this point, the virus must have sensed my realization.
The bell closed the spiral. Obedience was done. Now it was time for pleasure.
I don’t even remember opening the file.
Before, I was always nervous about running pleasure. The thought that I might be denied that final release was enough that I almost didn’t want to run it.
Things were different now.
If the virus decided I didn’t get to cum, so be it.
I was a toy. I was happy as long as I pleased them. This bliss lasted far longer and far sweeter than an orgasm.
Not that I wouldn’t mind getting one, mind you.
In fact, as the virus told me I wanted to control my pleasure...
Hot, unbearable, arousal.
It had been building this entire time. How did I not notice? Now it was front and center, demanding it be satisfied.
No. I wouldn’t touch until commanded.
The virus asked the standard questions for each run.
Yes. A brilliant, devious one at that. The virus’ creator.
Do you have permission to experience full pleasure?
Yes. For the moment anyway.
Yes. Damn it. I did. More than I should.
You might regret that answer.
I let out desperate moan.
My eyes widened. I had never got this one before.
It was absolutely perfect. The virus was truly pleased with my progress this week.
We know what spirals do to you, Rachel.
You will become what you are meant to be.
My heart beat quickened. It was going to happen, it was...
All I can recall was the absolutely unbearable pleasure. I couldn’t touch. I wouldn’t touch until told. My hips grinded on nothing. So utterly desperate.
The screen became black once more. I sat, panting. Whimpering.
We have decided your fate.
After analyzing your results...
You will experience full pleasure.
The last bell will give you what you humans call an ‘orgasm’.
Immediately my hands stroked and teased. I could feel them shaking, I was already close to the edge.
I let out a labored moan. The virus was in no rush to reach the last number. I had to last. I had to obey. I couldn’t and I wouldn’t cum until I was told to.
I was breathing so hard now. I was going to orgasm, so soon now. It was going to happen. The virus was going to let me. I was so good. I was such a good toy. I was such a good test subject.
I had to bite down on my pillow.
Hot intense waves mercilessly hit me again and again and again.
Finally, with the last aftershocks fading, I weakly glanced at the screen.