#hypno.txt

[starsonmarsy]

hold my head up by my chin and put your thumb in my mouth and praise me for how drooly and blank i instantly become.

[starsonmarsy]

mmmm thinking about mind viruses, serial recruitment, and other things. story-ish ramble:

your friend keeps raving about this one program they downloaded for "relaxation." i mean, it seems to be working, considering how loose and open they've been around you lately. happier, with an almost vacant look in the eyes. you agree to try it, both to get them to talk about anything else for once, but also out of curiosity. what was so good about it?

this came into question more when you were finally sent the suspicious looking download file, CLICK2RELAX.exe. surely it was a joke, with a name like that. but with the undeniable results written all over your friend's face and body, you give into curiosity...after the virustotal check showed nothing suspicious. what? it's always good to check first.

you open it and it's unremarkable. the interface is ancient and there's not much going on. after a little poking around, you finally click start. you get a prompt telling you that it's advised to let the program run calibration first for your mind to get the best results. you say yes to calibration and your screen gets a lot more interesting. various shapes and patterns morphing into each other prettily. a constant low tone in the background, drowning your thoughts out. words flashing. a prompt to click here. then there. then over here. yes. good. keep following instructions. right here. there. you get lost in the visuals, the instructions, the sounds, as it caters itself to you with every click. adjusting in the right ways to keep you captivated, relaxed, and empty. learning from you and your responses to the stimuli. you have no idea how long you've been at this for until you hear a pleasant ding, informing you the calibration has been completed.

with just that, you begin to understand why your friend keeps talking about this program. it feels really good, even just calibrating. and if it feels that good, then surely it's okay to keep doing it. running it again and again, just to be sure it's fully calibrated, of course. it doesn't matter that it's asked you for new permissions or that the subliminals are changing. it doesn't matter that you clicked yes to reprogramming your mind. all you know is that it feels really good. too good not to share and spread to your friends so they can feel good too. yes, that seems like an excellent idea. to help your friends feel good too. and so it spreads...

[starsonmarsy]

i want a resistance scene in which i get to genuinely give it my all. no worry that i'm dragging along or boring them and feeling like i have to give in a bit early. none of that anticipation and anxiousness wondering if im responding right.

obviously not to the point of not dropping at all, but to the point of almost frustration. to the point of feral desire to claim whats theirs, done with the dancing back and forth. the harder you shove, the deeper i'll go. let me give it all away please, really, all of it

[starsonmarsy]

there needs to be more resistance play in the world. in this essay i will-

like. being conquered. surrendering. falling apart and unraveling slowly.

it's so hot and it feels so good to have your will eroded away.

don't get me wrong, i'm a good toy and i can just submit immediately, but the struggle is fun.

it's about the journey. the inevitability.

knowing your fate. your future. you can't control the result because it all ends the same: you, hypnotized. all you can do is delay it, push it off. that's the only semblance of "control" that you have.

and that's delicious.

[starsonmarsy]

hey bestieeee ummmmmm would you wanna brainwash me and condition me to go absolutely brainless and drooly at the sight of your cock, ready to be your little cocksleeve? as friends of course

[starsonmarsy]

brainwashing and conditioning working has always been crazy to me. like yeah, i generally get how it works, but seeing it in action? experiencing it? a whole different feeling.

the realization that comes when you realize you've been changed. the squirming from how horny that gets you. knowing you've been altered. conditioned. the automatic responses.

it's like my body responds before my mind can even catch up.

especially with call and response things/mantras, the words are out of my mouth before i can even think about it. i don't get the chance to process or attempt to resist, it's instantaneous, automatic obedience. like my voice is being pulled out from inside of me instead of just being spoken.

anyways. brainwashing, am i right?

[starsonmarsy]

pretty pretty toys with their brains turned off and eyes rolled into the back of their heads

[starsonmarsy]

oh my fucking god the way he sleepily and soo dazed slurred out "i'm brainwashed" did things to me the mindlessness the pure obedience the weakness ugh fuck

i need to ruin him.