*makes a new post cus tag talking can get frustrating*
REASONS IM A FUCKING IDIOT YOU CANT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE
i stay up until 1 in the fucking morning and then wonder why im tired the next day
im afraid of bees. FUCKING BEEEESSSSSSS. YES I KNOW THEY WONT HURT ME UNLESS I HURT THEM BUT IM TERRIFIEDDDD (this kinda leads into my fear of all bugs...)
i do things that i know will keep me paranoid for days on end (example: LOOKING AT THE DOOR JUMPSCARE IN OMORI)
im a huge hypocrite and i know it (example: if i have a strange fear or phobia, i will call myself an idiot, like i am now, but if someone else has a strange fear or phobia, i will be completely supportive)
i was scared of a leaf once (i thought it was a bug)
i've managed to injure myself many many times despite not being a sporty kid
feeling like a fraud for feeling like a fraud
putting probably private information out on the internet like this (you have no clue what people can or will send you, putting your fears out here like this can be dangerous, when i first posted about being afraid of these things i was so scared that someone would send me one of the things that i mentioned)
stating that i'm a demiboy despite the fact that i've felt pretty fluid with my gender and am still questioning so WHY THE FUCK WOULD I STATE SOMETHING SO CONFIDENTLY WTFFF
crediting people that i claimed i was inspired by yet i wasnt because i was terrified of being called a copier (huh, iS tHiS aNoThEr FeAr i SeE?)
giving out reasons why i feel like an idiot despite the multiple times that people have told me to stop
putting myself in a relationship THAT I DID NOT WANT TO BE IN but only did it because i didnt wanna hurt his 'feelings'
trying to be funny
overworking myself despite the MULTIPLE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TOLD ME TO STOP
(im adding one more) basically roleplaying the stories that i write so i can remember what i want to do