#i hate september

[spectra-bear]

[scooplery]

something something must not kill myself killing myself is the myself killer etc

[saint-unjust]

my nerves are on fire, i cnt move helppp i havent been sick in so long this is terrible

[hawnks]

some stuff about hope

[sex-and-breakdowns]

Losing someone never gets easier. It’s always the small things that hit you like a ton of bricks when you least expect it and have you in a sobbing mess.

I miss you so much and every day I wonder if you’d be proud of where I’m at in life. Would you be proud of the choices I’ve made?

I’d give anything for one more conversation with you. One more sitting outside watching the birds, cracking jokes with you. Just to hear you laugh.

My heart is heavy this morning knowing it’s been almost 11 years without you. I just miss you so fucking much.

[ravenousgf]

the salt air is gone but the door's still rusty so what even is the point

[soullostinspaceandtime]

Don't you love it, when your trauma comes to haunt you in your sleep and turns into nightmares. September is not a good month for me. It's like a whole bunch of trauma, always crashing down onto me every single year.

[intriga-hounds]

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