Feb 24
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#the great garbagio — che:ooc.#i *think* i really want to write#as in i like the idea of writing and i crave connection for my muses#but whenever i try to get through things i freeze up and i feel unsatisfied with anything i come up with#and i don't think it's a lack of inspiration or anything?#i just feel so...unconnected#there's nothing really pulling me to tumblr#everyone has their little cliques and communities and then there's me on the outskirts#and i think that makes it really hard to engage in anything#like. i can keep my head down and ignore the issue and try to churn out drafts like i usually do#but what's the payoff#also the dash has been so weird for a while???#it's dead a lot of the time and when it isn't i keep getting the same few blogs over and over#even a lot of my drafts are for inactive blogs#where is everyone#where are my friends...#idk what i'm doing here ig#sorry if this is too neg#the dash is going through a dead spell again so i'm just kind of rambling#good morning/day/night