I’ve been feeling really guilty about how inactive I’ve been lately :( I wish I didn’t get so nervous about posting or overthink everything to the point where I just delete it. It’s been even harder with everything going on in my personal life… family issues involving me maybe getting kicked out of my house, grieving over a pet, my mental health is getting worse and I don’t believe anyone could love me and yes that includes my f/os… it’s just a lot right now.
I really do appreciate how kind and patient everyone’s been with me though, it means more than I can explain. I just can’t shake the guilt, I just feel like I’m letting everyone down.. and myself down too. I wish I could be one of those blogs that posts like 20+ times a day, and reblogs even more but I struggle to even post once, even if it’s just a reblog. :’(