Feb 9
The moment any utility isn't working-
I know I paid my bills last month and this month isn't over due.... but lemme just.. *pays bills* good a time as any to do that I guess lmao
#i knoooooo#i should do it like immediately first of the month#and i was pretty good at doinf that for a bit#but then i slipped#i pay rent first of the month and eveything else waits ablittle rip#the power company switchdd apps and i didnt like the new one or had issues so i have to do it in a browser now and so i put it off#and for a qhile the only way i paid water was on the phone#which honestly is really painless but i still put it off#i really do not have any good excuse lmao#anyways wifi just kicked back on so i guess i cant stop paying bills now#i got so distracted i only ended up paying power#(no i am not gonna fr stop right now ill finished)#dont mind me#tag rambles#unrelated but rip my roommate i can hear shes on the phone#and i keep hearinf her talk to people and then talk to machines and then hold music will play#i think she keeps getting transferred#big props to her for putting in the work to do all this shit for herself#for someone who regularly wants to kill herself she is really doing well with her shit#she commented the other day about how shes willing to do all the therapys and appointments she has to get better#i forget her exact phrasing but im glad my mom heard the comment too#shes handling this whole thing as best she can and her best is getting her places and im proud of her#i know its hard and i hardly know the all of it bc im not im her body and mind#and shes making so many calls and making appointments and talking to so many people#and working to get what she wants and things is best for her recovery#and i think thats awesome#oops i rambled sooo much
