Jan 25
yknow from a medical standpoint, being skinny is so baffling. i spent over half my life being so low on the weight percentage charts and my doctors said Nothing more about it other than “oh lee you’re just built thin :]”. and then i got down so far that i looked like i was fucking malnourished bc of other health issues, and was told that i’ve always been clinically underweight. like okay! did we not think to tell me this before i developed over a decade of eating habits that support that
#i rambles#idk its so wild#I’ve spent the last yr working on getting up my weight#and now finally weigh enough to not be ‘underweight’. which is more than ive like ever weighed#and im STILL all fucking bone. idk it pisses me off#‘you’re just built to me thin’ maybe so but also my body didn’t have enough to support me doing like Anything so. idk man it was maybe a#convo we needed to have. on a medical standpoint. so that I wouldn’t think it was normal#swagever ive got a new doc now#and one of them (gastro) told me me she’s proud of me (over 10lbs back in less than a yr!!) so ! im winning#tw weight#just in case ? lemme know if I should tag smth else#i personal#should this go on my vent blog? probably but whatever . it’s not like a vent it’s just Baffling 2 me