Sep 8, 2025
At this point I think I'm gonna walk into the ocean and fucking disappear.
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At this point I think I'm gonna walk into the ocean and fucking disappear.
I AM SO SICK OF HAVING TO HIDE AND TIPTOE AROUND MY FUCKING GENDER IDENTITY BECAUSE MY BRO IS "TOO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND" AND HE CALLS ME A GIRL ALL THE TIME AND IT FUCKING HURTS. I WANT TO CORRECT HIM SO BAD BUT NOOOO CAN'T DO THAT BECAUSE HE'S A FRAGILE LITTLE FLOWER THAT NEEDS PROTECTING ACCORDING TO THE FAMILY. I'M JUST SO FED UP WITH HAVING TO DELAY YET AGAIN AND HOLD OFF ON CHANGES WHILE I HATE MY STUPID BODY EVERYDAY. FUCK YOU MEDICAL HORMONAL BULLSHIT. FUCK YOU. IT HURTS SO MUCH AND I'M SO SICK OF IT I JUST WANT TO BE A MAN AND IT FEELS LIKE I'LL NEVER TRULY BE ACCEPTED AS ONE. I'LL NEVER LOOK THE WAY I WANT TO LOOK. I'M JUST A STUPID GIRL. WITH STUPID CURVES. FUCK ME WHAT DO I KNOW I'M AN IDIOT ANYWAYS.
It’s almost midnight and I’m trying to write CS Christmas AU oneshots but I’M JUST SO RUSTY AND THE WORDS DON’T FLOW LIKE THEY USED TO UGH I’M NEVER GOING TO GET ANY OF THESES DONE AND I HATE IT!!!!
I don't know why I thought I could do my homework while watching The Tomorrow People....