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Dropping out of TwitchPlaysPokemon

I’m going to be real level with you guys, no jokes or nothing.

The Situation:

For over 2 years now, I’ve been job hunting to the point where everything is online and there is rarely any sign of stores that hands out hand written applications anymore. Things got super depressing. My mom helped me out the best as she could, my friends hit me up with some under the table jobs rare times which didn’t work out, and my step dad (the main problem) keep getting on me with pressure when nothing was calling me at most.

Today was his final straw as he left my me & my mother leaving us living now in hardships. He’s still gonna help pay bills, but that doesn’t change the fact on what he’s done. My mom understood all the job applications I filled out online, all the times I went out to be told “it’s online only”, but my step dad thought it was an act and played the “Either he goes or I go!” card. My mom picked my side and he couldn’t take it. So I feel terrible I’m the cause of all this, but even more angry he left for the most stupidest of reasons.

I understood where my step dad coming from because nobody likes a slacker, but when no one calls you for work, what can you do??? So I seen his situation, but he never saw mine. Me and him never got along when I grow up with him. I met him when I was 13, we never got close even when I’m 23. Now this happens and I don’t know what to feel anymore. I want to help out my faily. So that’s what I’m going to do.

What’s going to happen?

I’m dropping out. I can no longer do TwitchPlaysPokemon no matter how much I love you guys, the stream, the community and more. It’s going to become a distraction to me which I don’t want it to be any harder than it is. Updating and new content will only be a stress for me.

Ask-TwitchPKMN8+ is coming to a stop here too. Maybe on rare days I can update it during the week, but that’s about it. About this blog, I’m putting it from a stop here. If you want to get the latest and greatest TPP news, Check out fellow long time live blogger Jlneo and the rest of the Twitch Plays Pokemon tags. I highly might come back to check in the run, I slightly won’t. I do know is that I will keep an eye on ya so I don’t miss out completely on anything (by checking the tags and the reddit). So that’s that.

Tonight about 9PM EST (unless I’m late) is where I’m planning to make my last appearance in TPP before I send myself out. I’ll be telling the same thing to the TPPSubReddit, but that will be a bit later since I have no time now.

I wish you the best of luck TPP. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. You really was a cure to my most depression time ever. I’m sorry. Be sure to look at the reddit for any addition thank yous for certain users.

I have nothing else to say without tearing up. This community means so much to me. So I’ll leave you off with this.

Keep the Pioxys x Starmie Dream alive alright? ~

I’ll see you all later on in the stream.