#i'm shay

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tagged 💜

tagged by the lovely @iknowsongbutidontknowsongname​ (a while ago 😅)

tagging: @cassiavioletblue​ @taeandpuppies​ @taelepathic​ @a-romantic16​ @ditttiii​

how has your day been ?

eh okay. I’ve been kinda anxious lately but that’s nothing new.

what was the last thing that made you smile?

I got a random hug

what keeps you entertained these days?

tumblr, animal crossing, top chef

if you are in some kind of quarantine/self-isolation, is there anything you’d like to achieve in this time?

not going completely insane? just kidding. I’m working on editing a short story and its sequel so hopefully those will be done soonish.

post a selfie! (only if you want tho!!)

I haven’t taken any good ones lately because I’m in a constant state of looking like a potato but here’s one of me sitting on an airplane two weeks ago waiting to take off:

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I was tagged by @beomgyutie 💜(didn’t get any bingos but I was close on a couple!)

This was so cool! And a fun way to see if you have stuff in common with your moots 

I tag: @dimpled-gukkie @taeandpuppies @a-romantic16 @purpleful @taichoushadow @cassiavioletblue and @becomewings 💜

Mark off things that apply to you to see how similar we are and then fill out your own card for your friends to try :)

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rules: bold things that describe you

I was tagged by @beomgyutie​ 💜Thank you for tagging me!!

I tag: @dimpled-gukkie, @taeandpuppies @queenkenderella @a-romantic16 @purpleful

Appearance

i am over 5’5 // i wear glasses //contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing over tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails (occasionally) // i typically wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball caps backwards

Hobbies & Interests

i play a sport // i can play an instrument  // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with my friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

Relationships

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have hooked up with my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have had a long-distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

Aesthetics

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

Miscellaneous

i can fall asleep in moving vehicles // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote(s) // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy (of lights) above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least 3 dogs

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tagged!

tagged by: @melonkooky (thank you for tagging me, sweets!)

1. are you named after someone?

nope 😂I have no cool story as to why my parents picked my name. My mom just liked it.

2. last time you cried?

Ah...a while ago? I don’t cry very often...just kinda shut down.

3. any kids?

I do :) two actually

4. do you use sarcasm?

never.

5. first thing you notice about a person?

usually their style and then just their whole appearance.

6. eye color?

blue

7. scary movies or happy endings?

hmmm I mean, I guess happy endings? But at the same time, I love a good scary movie. I just need it to resolve at the end.

8. special talent?

uuhhhhh pft idk. I can never think of anything when I’m put on the spot. But if I do something that could be considered a special talent, I always think “okay, I have to remember this so I can answer that type of question”. But yeah, right now I got nothing.

9. birthplace?

podunk town in Washington that seems to be getting worse everytime I go back.

10. hobbies?

writing, creating, sleeping...watching cooking shows.

11. do you/have you ever played any sports?

I played soccer and volleyball and was in dance for ten years.

12. pets?

none right now and I’m actually kind of okay with that.

13. height?

5′9 :P I’m tall.

14. favorite subject in school?

I loved english

15. dream job?

I’m actually content with where I’m at. I think being a published (other than self published) author would be cool but it also seems really stressful trying to hit deadlines and all that jazz. I’m pretty content with what I’m doing right now.

tagging: @dimpled-gukkie @spiritualotaku @taeandpuppies @nambewb @writemywaytoyourheart

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I’m Shay

Jungkook bias (it’s been a journey for sure but I feel like I can confidently say this now)

I became an ARMY in May of 2018 (on my actual birthday. That’ll be easy to remember)

I started this blog in August of 2018 and started posting my first ever fanfic. Before then, I’d only written original stories. Since then I’ve stopped writing fanfic and now make moodboards.

I’m a 91′ liner, I’m left-handed, caffeine addict, a total night owl, I live in rainy Washington state and I love it, I have six tattoos and seven piercings...oof what else do you want to know?

I love meeting people on here. I love that people trust me enough to confide in me and ask me for advice. I hope my blog can be a safe place and one of comfort for others 💜

Oh and here’s my face:

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50 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @looney-joonie and should probably be writing so I’m going to do this instead 😊

1. What takes up too much of your time?

procrastinating...thinking about writing...while scrolling through Tumbr

2. What makes your day better?

talking to my ghost bestie 💜

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?

getting to hang out with my love this evening

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

hmm I’m thinking Narnia would be fun...but like...after the wars and all that.

5. Are you good at giving advice?

I’d like to think so? I’m terrible at following it though.

6. Do you have any mental illness?

Depression/Anxiety

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

No and no thank you. I’ve heard it’s awful and hope to never experience it.

8. What musician inspired you the most?

Well, in all honesty, BTS 

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

Yep

10. What’s your dream date?

read my First Date With Jimin fic to find out :)

11. What do others notice about you?

uhhh I honestly have no idea

12. What is an annoying habit you have?

I tend to crave attention...and I’m clingy...and oversensitive...and need all the hugs all the time

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

I don’t even know who I would say my first love was. I mean, I don’t really talk to many people from my past so I guess not?

14. How many exes do you have?

I don’t know who I’d say was my first boyfriend cuz like...I was a bit boy crazy in school...maybe five or six?

15. How many songs are in your playlist?

Which one?

16. What instruments can you play?

I played acoustic guitar for a long time but haven’t in years so idk

17. What do you have the most pictures of?

....bts...

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

I honestly don’t know. Like I’m perfectly content staying where I’m at. I don’t really feel compelled to travel anywhere in particular. I mean, I guess if I have to choose, I think Japan would be cool. It just sounds like an interesting place to go.

19. What is your zodiac?

Gemini

20. Do you relate to it?

I have no idea. I’m not really into astrology

21. What is happiness to you?

Happiness to me is being content where you’re at, no matter the circumstance. And this is ongoing. 

22. Are you going through anything right now?

Yeah but who isn’t?

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?

honestly I don’t feel like I’ve made many bad decisions in my life...like they all lead me to where I am now so I’m happy with it.

24. What’s your favorite store?

uhhhh I have no idea

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

I strongly believe in keeping my political opinions to myself. (stealing this answer)

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

I do! It’s pretty short at the moment but I’m adding to it.

27. Do you have a favorite album?

I really love BTS’s Love Yourself: Answer. I feel like it’s a good example of how varying their sound is.

28. What do you want for your birthday?

Oof I don’t know??

29. What are most people’s first impression of you?

I don’t know but hopefully it’s good 😖

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

People usually assume I’m younger than I actually am.

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

on my nightstand.

32. What word do you say the most?

like, right, dude and seriously

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

like older than me? probably like...5 years? I feel like if there’s too big of a gap, there’s too many differences in like generations for me to be able to relate to them.

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

hmm probably the same. 5 years

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

Geez I have no idea :P 

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

I don’t have one

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

I like living in America

38. What is your current favorite song?

YOU CAN’T ASK ME THAT!! Also, surprise surprise, they’re all BTS 😂

39. How long have you had this blog for?

Since August of last year

40. What are you excited for?

HAWAII IN A WEEK AND A HALF and then my birthday :)

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

I tend to talk too much, but I’d like to think I’m a better listener

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

wrote...words

43. What do you want for Christmas?

to celebrate with my family like I do every year

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

I never really got good grades. I got okay grades. My okay-est was probably english.

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

hmmm maybe 6?

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

wife and mom are a given. Other than that, I have no idea.

47. When did you get your first heartbreak?

haha I don’t know. It all seems so arbitrary now.

48. What age do you want to get married?

19 (as in, I got married when I was 19 😊)

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

author

50. What do you crave right now?

to not be uncomfortably full of food 😂

I TAG:

@dimpled-gukkie @a-romantic16 @euphoriajjkook @daisy-jeon

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Feeling crappy today. Decided to take a selfie. Drink your water, fam.

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I call this the “namjoon wink”