Jan 30, 2020
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#beckeo.txt#feel free to ignore#i watch tarot pick a card readings on various subjects and everyone likes to tell me i'm a 'victim' of divine timing#like you'd think oh its a coincidence i chose that pile... ofc it's going to resonate its general reading its for a a lot of people#but after my chosen pile i listen to the other piles and they never resonate..#they dont relate#every time..#the amount of times it tells me i need to travel move... is ridiculous .. telling me how im stuck in my own despair ...#oppotunities are coming.. someones coming or whatever.. but i have to let deivine timing work...#how long am i supposed to wait...#i do believe in fate.. but i also try to sort my own shit out .. but i'm always limited to what i can do or some shit happens..#then they always say a grandmother is watching which makes me fucking cry...bitch just typing that made me cry.. fuck#i mean okay that can be just some shit to say but then leo is mentioned (the sign lol) and she was a leo#and she used to make damn sure ppl knew she was one..lmao (she had cap moon too)#but like the last few years have been ultra shit for me (besides finding vixx thats the only good thing)#i've gained weight back i lost.. my back has been a total bicth.. back pain can happen at any age bitches its not an old thing#and i've been extra? emotional..#i've lost three cats#and a bunch of other shit#i've had enough..#and this country is a fuckign joke with all thew br*xit shit 51-48% is not a majority vote#but here we are ... leaving..#universe i'm saying i need a little help or you know even tho cryptic can be good can you not be so..#i'm rambling but i needed to vent a little i could have noted this for my eyes only but having it out for others eyes#to see feels like its released more..#*ₓ
